No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

D!
Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Twitter: @theivorykeys
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Email: Contact either TorFB for details. (;

Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

By post:
feeling helpless
being strong
Hatred Is Not Only A Feeling
To Shed Or Not To Shed
Can It Be Called Love?
When You Fall, Fall With Grace
Is It Called Self Abuse?
The Words of a Man in Love
Of Headaches and Departures
wow

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book-ing; not for hotels

Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 4:57 AM

book-ing; not for hotels

One-liner

For the first time in my life, I'm actually studying. Not like how I come
prepared with information by a little bit of remembering. Wish me luck. (:
Biology's a pain.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

16 is a hugeeeeee number; so not

Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 9:44 PM

16 is a hugeeeeee number; so not

This one-line blog post thing could become a trend. ;p

Sweet sixteen already. Time is flying and though I'm
growing older. I'm still young. That 'getting older thing' won't work on me.
(:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

spinning round and round; giddy with exhilaration

Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 4:46 AM

spinning round and round; giddy with exhilaration

One-liner:

Nakajima Yuto and Kiritani Saaya. A one-shot for the
exams. I can't wait to put it up. (:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

new discovery; no sense at all

Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 5:37 AM

new discovery; no sense at all

One liner of the day:

A New Discovery: 6 - 2 = 3 (: Five marks gone. Oh, the
joy.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

black cherry tenshi; about to take flight

Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 10:22 PM

black cherry tenshi; about to take flight

Another one liner. (:

If you think it's you, then it's you. If you think it
isn't, that it isn't. (: Live with it.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: black cherry tenshi, one liner

eyes watering; nose runny

@ 5:03 AM

eyes watering; nose runny

Another one sentence post. I like them. It's like twittering. ==' This has no specific meaning. ;p

My dear, it's a pleasure meeting you but I guess that
you'll have to live without me. (:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

numbers swimming in my head; kakuro is awesome

Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 5:10 AM

numbers swimming in my head; kakuro is awesome

As usual, don't take notice of my random titles. I just write them as they come. I've been posting tiny posts these few days. No time to sit down and write lengthy ones. Should be unprivating the blog soon. (; Here's another one:

I wonder if anyone suffers from Dog-Master Syndrome. (:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

sprinkle fairydust; live the dream

Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 1:56 AM

sprinkle fairydust; live the dream

I'm very titleless and untitled is only for my emo posts. ;)

I want to be in a pool with my 10 beautiful husbands.
Santa, make my wish come true.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: one liner

we'll be a dream; floating on the clouds of hope

Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

we'll be a dream; floating on the clouds of hope

Do you remember the nights we drove around crazy, in love?

My sister hates We the Kings but I'm in love. And We'll Be A Dream, featuring Demi Lovato is so beautiful. (:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: wordless melodies

untitled three

@ 9:25 AM

untitled three

I don't know why I feel compelled to do this. I just do. I need to get it off my chest.

I've got no one to go to.
My sounding board disappeared months ago. I'm alone in this suffering of mine.

I just wish that one day I'd know what you were thinking and not having this clenching of the heart whenever I see something and interpret it in my manner.

From that day on, anything I see makes me think of something else.

Something that might not even be related.

Yes, I'm sure you have not forgiven me.

I hope you did but your actions prove you wrong.

A distant relationship would not have such coldness.

Maybe I'm misinterpreting it.

Maybe being apart from you for so long makes it difficult for me to read you.

Either way, I still hurt whenever I see you or when you ignore me at times.

It's as if you say we're back to normal but deep inside, you still hold a grudge.

I've no idea what you're thinking no longer. I used to be able to.

I think it's time to let go.

But if I do, I'd lose the world of bliss and ignorance I'm living in.

I miss the little tug of love in my heart whenever I see you.

We'd just go back to being accquaintances like in Form 1.

I sound like a lovesick child.

But I'm not in love.

This love of mine is a love borne of seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years spent together.

I hope you'll realise the extent of my love.

Because once more, I don't see the use of me having it.

But I hold on to that little fragment.

That fragment of hope.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: heartache

untitled two

Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 12:12 AM

untitled two

This relationship of ours is dying and slow and painful deat.

Wouldn't it be easier to let it die rather than carry on this charade?

I'm trying to salvage it but it seems that you aren't doing anything to help it.

Sometimes, I wish that we could go back to the closeness we once shared.

But both you and I know that it is not possible.

You've changed but change is inevitable.

I don't know if it's for better or for worse.

I really love you. I do.

And I'll never stop caring for you and looking out for you.

But you cannot expect my heart to be in it anymore.

After all, yours isn't.

One day, I hope that you would look back and see a point in this relationship because honestly, I don't see any point in it anymore.

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: heartache

because i love you

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 4:57 AM

because i love you

To all those random JE fans who barely read my blog:

I couldn't find anything more recent. ;p

Our wonderful Hey! Say! JUMP boys will be releasing an album this summer.

THIS SUMMER~!

*tears* This is what all Hey! Say! JUMP fans have been waiting for their whole entire lives. For our darling JUMP boys to release an album. After five singles and three-four years of being in the industry, they have finally been scheduled to release an album.
It was made official when they announced it at their Yokohama Arena concert for their Spring Concert. (: And it's also in the newspapers. Emm, Nikkan Sports I think. (:
Expected to be released somewhere in June. Oh, I want it so bad. I don't even care how much it costs. (;
This is like extremely epic.
All other Johnny's groups have released albums prior to their debut. But Hey! Say! JUMP is the first to not do so.
And now all our dreams have come true.
A reliable source: http://www.kamichan.com/
His posts are all true. He doesn't lie. (:

I hearts,

Lyn

Labels: hey say jump, my heart's content

a week's notice

Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 5:28 AM

a week's notice

Due to once again the teachers reading our blogs, I will be privating one week beginning from today.
All who read my blog, please drop me your email addresses at mine: kingdomofhearts_samuraiyumi@hotmail.com
Because my tagbox is a pain in the butt and doesn't allow me to see the email addresses. (:
Leave your email address with your name.
If I already have your email address but you're not on my private list, just leave me tag on the tagbox.
Thanks.

I hearts,
Lyn

i did a little shop lifting

Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 6:52 AM

i did a little shoplifting

Okayokayokay. It wasn't shoplifting. You can't expect an extremely goody-two-shoes like me to shoplift can you.
What I did wasn't really shop lifting but, judge for yourself, ne?
I went to Subang Parade today and the first place we headed for was Cold Storage. My mom wanted to buy things for tomorrow's dinner. And while we were buying sliced ham for breakfast and such, my brother said, "Jie! Come! Got like this Hey! Say! JUMP guy's face on this sweet thing!"
So, obviously, I ran like a mad woman, thinking it was the Lotte Fruitio one that Hey! Say! 7 made a commercial for but turns out....
Dun!
Dun!
Dun!

It was actually NAKAYAMA YUMA~!
And so, we were so desperate to have it and unfortunately, I don't carry my camera around and neither do I have a phone.
So, we did the one thing that should only be done as a last resort.
Admist laughters and squeals, we ripped off the tiny corner of the box and sneaked away with Yuma safely in my handbag.
(:
End of story actually.

I hearts,
Lyn