*With a swish and a flick, behold a magic trick
The Narcissist
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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations
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Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
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Her Cravings
• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
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• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
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• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
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• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes
Her One True Loves
MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.
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Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 4:31 AM
as promisedPiccys (with labels)
The guard who managed to keep a straight face and his pweety horse
Picture of the day. In front of the palace gates.
Shu Han insisted on taking this so to make it fair, we used everyone's cameras.
The mural on the outside of the museum depicting our country's history
Supposedly a replica of Kota A Famosa
At the Orchid Garden on wedding stairs. That's part of Shu Han's head.
Pay back. Elisa in action flicking her hair. Macro shots with the Sony Cybershot:
P.S. I didn't put in the stairs shots as I forgot to rotate them. Muchloveandappreciation, |
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Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 8:18 AM
swirls, twirls and whirls?I'm contemplating on putting pictures here or the next post. Ah, put it in the next. Today's little field trip was to the Royal Palace, the National Musuem and the Bird Park. I'll keep the post short :P Royal Palace: The most arrogant tourguide in the history of tourguides explained about the palace and about how to tell whether the king's in, out or dead. Frankly, I feel that Pn. Betty was a better tourguide. I hated the tourguide the moment he said: You're very lucky to get a tourguide for a school bus when he began speaking the moment we left school. I've always gone on school trips with a tourguide and he didn't need to brag like that. Anyway, once we get to the piccy moments, we managed to bog down SheauSwan with five cameras. One guard was like real straight faced while the other was trying his best not to laugh and you could tell that he was holding it in. Reason being, his horse was constantly trying to lick Cik Nadiah and she was squealing each time the horse turned it's head. In my opinion, our best pictures were from this spot. Why? You can't ask me. Moment of the place: As we were about to disband and rejoin our group, this Japanese middle-aged dude with misai and a fisherman's hat asked us in the Japanese-accented English: Can you take-a a pik-u-char wiz me? So, we were also pretty shock and dumbstrucked that we were agreeing with exclaimations of 'Yes'. My guess was that he saw that we were school girls and that we were muhibbah (while mistaking that SweetMae was a Malay for she was wearing baju kurung) National Museum: This place was a flop. No, not the place. We were given only an hour to be here and this being a musuem, you can't possibly spend an hour in a museum, can you? Yet, we rushed through the exhibitions. Gallery A: The Pre-Historic Era Gallery B: Kerajaan-kerajaan Melayu Gallery C: The Colonial Era Gallery D: Malaysia Today Gallery A: We rushed through looking at bones of homosapiens and fragments of artifacts. Lighting was dimmed to preserve better the exhibits and photography was prohibited yet it was still done. Didn't they know that exposure to light will spoil the artifacts? I guess that even A1's are that stuuupid not to know. There wasn't much to connect with our history book though. Gallery B: This one was more interesting, connecting with the history textbook but still we didn't get much time to explore and rushed through it. I know I didn't like this place for it was rather boring so, no report. Gallery C: My favourite gallery as it consisted of the English occupation, the Portuguese occupation and a little of the Japanese occupation though they didn't say anything of the Japanese occupation. The Japanese occupation was the least followed by the Portuguese while the English had the most information most likely because they were here the longest? Gallery D: I'd rather not post about it since there wasn't anything much. Moment of the place: When we camhored at the staircase and took a whole age to wait for people to pass and I apologized a million times to Priscilla who was helping us take it. Bird Park: This was a scam. We didn't even venture a foot into the Bird Park. Instead, we went to the Orchid and Hibiscus Park which was like barely filled with orchids or hibiscus. (That was an exaggeration though it really wasn't that filled) Here's where I discovered that my camera's macro shots were extremely beyootiful. Moment of the place: The discovery of my camera's macro function and the awesome-ness of it. That's about it. Moment of the day: Royal Palace: Japanese dude and request. Picture of the day:  Muchappreciationandlove, Lynxoxo
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 4:06 AM
Fantasy of the day: Sitting in an onsen with the most beautiful, pig-headed, silky-haired boy on the earth and five other equally beautiful boys. Onsen = hot spring bath ^^
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Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 3:38 AM
of sleepy eyes and the dropping penHe doesn't realise when I flirt and it hurts that he chose her The five-day break has started to get to my brain. There's nothing to do except watch the telly, use the computer, read, eat and all the other daily necessities. It's like really lifeless. At least during the year end break, I have camp and I go for all kinds of activites, especially swimming training but now, I'm just sitting at home and getting fat as well as screaming at my dog to get down the stairs. At the moment, although I would love to continue writing my novel, I'm forced to divide my time between writing the novel and completing the Hey! Say! JUMP fanfiction which I'm entering for a competition. Oh, wish me luck. I'm procrastinating. I need to complete my Xiaolin Showdown fanfiction that my fans are begging me to complete but although it sounds cliched, I'm suffering from writer's block and also, my interests have strayed from that direction already. I'm no longer very into writing Xiaolin Showdown fanfictions or fanfictions of other animes/shows/books any longer. It's tough, ne. But, I have to do it. Just to please loads of people and get it off my conscience. So, explains the sleepy eyes and dropping pen. My writing's not going very well and if I want to succeed, I have to force myself to throw myself into work and never come out. Well, the computer and the telly aren't much of help. The computer calls my name while the telly just sits there. I should be able to write since I don't have much to read at the moment. My writer's block is so strong that I can't even find something sensible to blog about. At the moment, I've fallen in love with Super Junior but not as hard as I've fallen for NewS. Funny thing, while I'm a SuJu fan, my sister has turned to DBSK. And we took an oath to never stray from the love of the Japanese boys. Oh well, all things pretty cannot be resisted. I should start getting back to drawing since it gives me another form of expression though my drawing only limits to drawing clothing. I'm not good with body features nor facial features. While trying to draw anime, it will look like a cartoon. So officially, I've stopped my anime drawings and turned to my writing and designing my JE-styled line that I hope to cater to Johnny'sEntertainment's needs. It would be a dream to design clothes specially for Hey! Say! JUMP or even NewS. And for the SEWO party. Yes. Now that's another thing. Originally, I would have danced on my own but now I'm dancing with Lydia so I have to be fair to her and let her choose the other song. I've settled on Your Seed by Hey! Say! JUMP, Naichau Kamo by Morning Musume and It's You by Super Junior. All have excellent dance moves. While Naichau Kamo has real feminine moves and It's You have the pop-melody dance, Your Seed has kungfu like moves. I've been wanting to perform Your Seed for ages though so that's the top of my list. I can't wait to perform though. I've missed the stage. I haven't performed ever since I graduated from Standard 6. Unless you count the stuuupid prefect singing nonsense. Gah. Those were terrible moments. And also cheerleading which wasn't a very nice performing experience since our team was ruined due to that WOMAN. Even though you're supposed to enjoy cheerleading, having seniors interfere and direct you with your captain yelling at you for being terrible when she hasn't taught us properly turned the cheer experience into a terrible one. Not to mention, our cheer costume was like crap. Gah. Lycra. Who thought of such an idea? It was like see-through and filmy and thin. The worst part was our captain. =P Muchloveandappreciation, Lynxoxo I don't want a boyfriend but I want him to notice me as more than the girl whose friend he likes
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 6:59 AM
because you had my heart in handcuffs the moment I met you A woman's heart is an eternal puzzle yet you've just unlocked mine Circumstances have called for me to do another post on them. Contrary to popular belief, I never fell in love with NewS the first time I saw them. At that moment, I was actually more in love with Hey! Say! JUMP so I didn't really care for NewS while my sister fell in love with them because of Koyama Keiichiro. NewS when I decided to pick up where I had left off with watching their Summertime video. As my NewS knowledge went, I was only aware that Yamashita Tomohisa a.k.a. YamaPi existed as I was a giant fan of Nobuta wo Produce because of Kamenashi Kazuya which prompted me to watch the drama which introduced me to YamaPi. So, you could say that the first member of NewS that I fell in love with was YamaPi but at that moment, I was only amazed by the way he managed to carry off the character of Akira eventhough he really doesn't act like that in real life. And his signature 'Kon-kon'. So, eventhough I saw YamaPi first and had admiration for him. My first NewS love is the one and only Masuda Takahisa. Yes and for what reason I fell in love with him? His voice. Even when I decided to pick NewS up again, I didn't really just drop head-over-heels for them. It took me some time to fall in love with them. It was a if they were best friends turned boyfriend. It was friendly, normal relationship and like how you fall in love with your best friends, I just did. I don't know how but I just did. I know that I only fell in love with Massu-chan when I watched the Never Ending Wonderful Concert on YouTube and that was after I watched the Pacific Concert. The Never Ending Wonderful Concert comes first so I never really actually liked him then. And I've got the most ridiculous reason as to why I'm in love with him. Firstly, I fell in love with his voice. I hated Massu-chan at first, can you believe that? I hated him for he sang in a high-pitched tone that I didn't like but when he spoke, it was so extremely deep that I fell instantly. If a guy ever needs to impress me, his voice has to do it. It has to be deep and husky. (Yuu-chan's voice is on the way to being deep plus it's already husky) His second point is his hair. I love his hair then I love his hair now. In fact, I love it even more now compared to then though I did rant and get upset when he cut it for Rescue. His hair now makes him look absolutely mature whereas previously, he looked like a little kid which is also awesome but I prefer it now. And, gawsh. Have you seen him shirtless? That freeking body of his is so perfect that I have nightmares about it. It's so toned with washboard abs and six-pecs. Gaaah! He's the only one who's not skinny in NewS but no, as I mentioned, this is not the reason I fell in love with him. I also enjoy his bluntness and his blurrness which makes me love him so much. And for so many other reasons that my heart has yet to uncover Also, I'm in love with everyone in NewS but Nishikido Ryo. Reason being I just don't feel anything for him eventhough he is exceptionally beautiful and real cute. Yeah. I really have no feelings for Ryo. Previously, I used to not like Tegoshi Yuya either but right now, I'm also head-over-heels in love with that perverted prince. Gah. He's so pervy that it's hawt but so beautifully genuine at the same time. His laugh is so genuine that my heart thumps faster whenever he does so. And when his smile is so sweet and innocent yet filled with promises of something more. Not to mention the amount of the most adorable spread of moles ever. I know, I sound weird but well, that's what happens. I'm also pretty much in love with Shige and double K but I can't say anything about double K for my sister is head over heels in love with him and I don't want her to know that I'm in love with him. I'm too lazy to blog about Shige so yeah. Tegomass. My new love.
Muchappreciationandlove, |
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Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
oh, stupid meGuess what? Tomorrow's PMR and I'm f-ing sick. Oh, joy.
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