*With a swish and a flick, behold a magic trick
The Narcissist
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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations
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286 posts from 5 June 2011
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Her Cravings
• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
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• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
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• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
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• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes
Her One True Loves
MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 5:45 AM
Okay, I've notified about everyone of my linked darlings but I'm not able to access some blogs like Kanisha's and Amanda Leong's because well, my browser's being a bitch and yes, you Rage! You don't even have a fricking tagboard. Anyways, to those whom I haven't notified: I'm privating my blog from next month just to get a kick out of it. From the second week of next month, the privating is effective. So, if I haven't notified you and you frequently view my blog, please leave your email address ASAP. I'm not around during the first week of February so again, privating is effective from the second week onwards. Much appreciated. Lyn xoxo Oh yes, all 3A1's of 2009, visit www.3a1of09.blogspot.com for informasi lanjut on our Bentong trip. |
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Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 3:41 AM
1. Ever kissed a Joe, Kevin or Nick?Nope. 2. Do you tend to fall for players? Kind of. 3. Will you have a boyfriend in 2 months? Don't plan on having one for the next two or so years. 4. Do you always find it cute when boys call you babe/baby? No, I find it degrading especially when they do it gangster style. Urgh! 5. Has a boy ever complimented your hair? I think so. 6. What would you do if a cute boy wrote a song for you? If it was Yamada Ryosuke, I would faint on the spot. If it was just a guy I knew, I'd be absolutely grateful and touched. 7. Has a boy ever asked your best friend about you? :P Yup. Haha. And I crushed on him. Yay! 8. Do you like hugs from guys? Yes. Especially the big bear hugs. 9. Next time you'll kiss a boy? Errr... 10. Longest you've ever liked a boy? Three years. YAMADA RYOSUKE! 11. Has a boy ever asked you advice regarding a friend of yours? Yup. And I crushed on that guy too. T.T 12. Last person you talked on the phone with? Don't remember. 13. Who do you blame for your bad mood today? No one. I wasn't in a bad mood today save for the time Mugu entered the class. 14. Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? Idk. Why don't you check my non-existant phone. 15. What's your relationship with the last person you texted? My mommy. 16. What are your plans for today? Today's almost over. 17. Where was your default picture taken? Eh, the upstairs computer area. 18. Do you wish someone would call you right now? Yeah. I miss .....'s voice. 19. Name something you dislike about the day you're having. The day I had. Err, moral class? No, I liked that. Surprisingly. Aaah! Yes. The stupid game the prefects had for student ice-breaking. 20. Do you miss someone? Nope. Not at the moment. 21. If you're being extremely quiet, what does that mean? a) I'm writing b) I'm pissed c) I'm upset 22. When was the last time you cried? Long time ago. Hehe! No, technically it was a few days ago. I'll leave you to read the blog to find out. 23. Do you have a best friend? Loads. 24. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? Depends on the subject. 25. Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now? I did mention that I'm not going to have any relationships for some time. 26. Are you happy at the moment? YESH! Yamada! *sighsdreamily* 27. Are you a morning person or a night person? Both. After a nap in the noon. 28. Do you want to get married? Yes. When I feel I'm ready. 29. What were you doing at 1am this morning? Sleeping. Hehe! 30. You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would you call? Btw, I don't organise my top friends so I'll just give you the names of those I would call and know would be by my side. ....., Sue Lynn, Sweet Mae. My closest people. Shu Han. 31. Do people underestimate you? Sometimes. I guess. 32. Where is your biological mother right now? Cooking in the kitchen. 33. Last person you texted? Let's check the message log of my invisible phone. 34. What have you eaten today? Loads of things. Recently finished a packet of Arnott's Shapes. 35. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Read a book. 36. What would you change about your life right now? Skip PMR and be less of a procrastinator. 37. What do you feel about public display of affection? Hugs, holding hands and little pecks are nice but full out snogging is just plain disgusting. 38. What's the dumbest thing you have done while driving? I crashed into a wall. I was driving the baby car. 39. Do you live alone? No...==' What a dumb question. 40. What was the best year of your life? 2009 HarHar. 41. Do you have any strange phobias? Yes. I'm afraid of toilets. 42. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an M? MOMMY! 43. When was the last time you gave advice to someone? Early today. 44. Do you trust people easily? Yup. But I'm not THAT gullible. 45. Do you remember what you were like a year ago? Unhappy. Happy. Sad. Bored. Annoyed. Angry. me! 46. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying? Yup. Who doesn't? 47. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Haha! Yeah. Not pleasant experience. Was on teh way to Avril's concert after school. 48. How is your hair? Let's question the hair. How are you, Hair? Hair says she's fine. 49. Where were you last night? At home. 50. One of your wish list items? Yamada Ryosuke. 51. What is your favorite Color? Red, Black, Pink, Blue, Green, White, Silver, Platinum 52. Last time you laughed? In moral class. 53. How many people do you truly trust? Not many. 54. Do you look more like your mom or dad? Definetely my mom 55. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Wake up. 56. Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's? A sexy combination of both. 57. What makes you laugh? The list is long. 58. What was the first thing that made you smile today? Tales of Yamada/HSJ 59. Are you self-conscious? Quite. 60. What did you do today? Go to school Wake up Study Eat Wtv... |
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@ 2:54 AM
Yay!I discovered another band that my brain should have a long time ago but was too blurr to notice. Hehe. It's B.I.Shadow Made up of three dudes whose profiles are not up on Wikipedia and I'm too lazy to search for them on the Internet so go look it up yourself. These three dudes are the gang of bullies in Scrap Teacher which stars Nakajima Yuuto, Chinen Yuuri, Yamada Ryosuke and Daiki Arioka of Hey! Say! JUMP I recommend that you watch it. B.I.Shadow isn't that popular and I haven't actually found any of their songs but there is the one where they perform School Kakumei which is slightly related to Scrap Teacher, I think. Not very sure. The members of B.I Shadow are: Nakajima Kento (no relation to Yuuto) Nakeken Fuma Takahata Misaki (My fave and the leader of the bullies in ST) Anyway, there aren't many solo performances of this song for B.I.Shadow and there is another one where they sing with the Scrap Teacher cast of Hey! Say! JUMP but I managed to find one with Yabu Kota only. Enjoy. Lyn xoxo |
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Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
OhaaaaaYo! Yamada Ryosuke ichiban kakkoi desu! Figure that out yourself :P I wish that my compulsive blogging-ness about random stuff would stop but I can't go for a week without blogging. Currently forcing myself to do so. Also, I have to hold myself back whenever I see books. Hehe... It's a terribly compulsive thing that whenever I see a book that I like/desperately want, I just have to pick it up. It's like a sickness. It doesn't happen with clothes, nor shoes, nor any other female indulgence like make-up or accessories. It only happens with books. Weird, I know. So, went to MV for the purpose of visiting the MPH and buying sweaters for China trip. So, you can see why I brought up the subject of my book fetish. I got the latest installment of Vampire Academy: Shadow Kiss (I think), Privilege by Kate Brian (Is that how you spell her name?), author of the acclaimed series Private and a full collection of Sherlock Holmes. Got the sudden craze of reading Sherlock Holmes from Furuhata Chuugakusei...A Yamada movie. So you can guess why I got the sudden impulse. You'll all be glad to know that all the books I bought are below the price of RM40 which is like a serious achievement for me as my books are usually brand new books. Oh yes, I also got The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman, something I've been dying to get for ages. And no, I have not finished all the books I brought on my recent trip to Kinokuniya. Inkdeath: I'm waiting for my sudden rush of enthusiasm to pick up Inkheart and read it all over because I've forgotten how it goes. Death Note collection: I'm waiting for when I have no books to read And, Beedle the Bard: That was easy to finish off. You all must think that I'm a brat, right? Spoiled brat. I think so too But That's the only thing. Other than books, I'm not allowed to splurge on anything else. The only thing else like super expensive and was a splurge sin was the RM 300 Guess handbag that I'm super addicted to and just had to buy since my handbag collection was getting boring. And it's like a little black dress. It goes with anything I wear...Technically, so does all my bags. Hehe! So don't think I'm a spoilt brat. I buy clothes like twice a year. Once every six months and I buy all at one go so there's no need for compulsive clothes shopping. All my clothes match too so I can create different looks with just the clothes that I have. I just do window shopping and browsing and annoying the hell out of the shop assistants. Yay me! On to topic 2! It's a short topic. I'm wondering if anyone can tell me if I should change my skin for my story posting blog. I really, really lurve that skin but I can't navigate through the stories by title. Only by month and since I really suck with all the code-stuff, I don't know how to add it on. Forgive me Onegaishimasu! Please tell me if I should change. Visit it to offer opinion: http://www.herwhisperingsanctuary.blogspot.com/ Topic 3: Hmm, are there any other things I want to touch on? >>> <<< >>>> <<<< >>>>> <<<<< >>>>>> <<<<<< >>>>>>> <<<<<<< >>>>>>>> <<<<<<<< >>>>>>>>> <<<<<<<<< >>>>>>>>>> <<<<<<<<<< >>>>>>>>> <<<<<<<<< >>>>>>>> <<<<<<<< >>>>>>> <<<<<<< >>>>>> <<<<<< >>>>> <<<<< >>>> <<<< >>> <<< I feel so random doing that. Wth? I don't know how people do it. My hand already aching from pressing it so many times and my brain aching from counting. Hehe! Okeh, third topic. As always, I end my posts with a fangirl post. Again, it's a Hey! Say! JUMP post. I'm seriously addicted to watching HSJ videos on Youtube. I don't think there's anything else I can post about them here since I've already done a lot. So, here's a Behind the Scene video of their Debut Concert...I think :P Okeh! That is Part 1. It's in the Yokohama Arena or someplace similar to that name. This is Part 2. Footage from the World Volleyball 2007 Tokyo Metropolitan Gymnasium. I think this includes Hikaru's birthday celebration and their debut single. As I've mentioned before, they do not have an album. And this is Part 3. Footage from the Worldcup Volleyball 2007 in Nihon Gaishi Hall. Can't really remember what this contains. Lawl. Watching it again |
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
Okay...One topic today... PMD today. Half the day which was the first half of the day we studied, the other half, after recess so talk from random teachers...Not naming and then PMD. Haha, best PMD of my entire life. First is the one, two, three, four, five thing...Same as every year. And then came the personality-knowing thing which equals to: Sticking a sheet of paper to your back and letting other people write stuff about you on it. So, equals to the two photographs above. Not gonna crap much about it. 1. Beautiful and Cheerful! 2. Write 2 much!! XD (Not mistaken, Kit Teng wrote this) 3. Good story-writer. Has a sweet smile =) (Eva wrote this. Btw, story writer has no hyphen :P) And last but not least, my favourite. The one that had me almost in tears. Diyanah wrote this and I love you so, so, so, so a thousand times so much. You really made my day and possibly my almost miserable week and year. I swear I love your stories and trust me on this you're creative and one of a kind I almost cried reading it and I was squealing so many thank yous. Again, thank you, Di, if you ever read this. Lyn xoxo |
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Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 7:41 PM
Hai!Onegaishimasu! Wassup? Lawl...Sweet Mae complains that I haven't blogged in a long time. That's pretty much true since all I do is watch Youtube and waste my time staring at Hey! Say! JUMP and KAT-TUN. That's what happens when you have an addiction to pretty boys. I do have two topics of blogging on my mind. Both a topics of fury and anger but the second one is more of a question and wondering. The first one is a hatred topic and I'll be ranting and hopefully the person in mind will read it and understand why we don't like him. :P See I've already stated the gender of the person. :P Second topic is a simple one. Why did Avril Lavigne get all kinds of crap against her being sexy and corrupting the minds of the youth while Rihanna is being warmly welcomed when she is the sexy one? Also, I need to make a decision before the Chinese New Year holidays come around. I need to know if I should do my PLBS on KAT-TUN or Hey! Say! JUMP or maybe just one member. I'm halfway through with preparing it on HSJ but I'm suddenly thinking of changing my mind. :P Right. Now that I've said all my kata-kata aluan...Let's get on to my real topic. Kamenashi Kazuya and Yamashita Tomohisa. Two equally delicious looking male specimens that have me drooling from the very start. I'm going to admit that at first, I had no interest in both these two. I was more of an Akanishi Jin and Hey! Say! JUMP fan. I don't really remember what changed my mind but I just started to find them cute. Okay, rephrase. Find them smexy. Maybe it all started while watching Nobuta wo Produce or in English, Producing Nobuta. It's one of the most endearing and self-searching shows I have ever seen filled with it's share of humour, hidden romances and as always an antagonist. Not to mention two very smexy guys who also sang the theme song Seishun Amigo. Though I have to say, I can't choose between either of them. Kame is so much sexier with his classic pretty boy hair and harsh, rugged features and a smile that would lure you in along with a to-die for figure. Gorgeous eyes that would make a girl jealous and very kissable lips. And boy, doesn't he look sexy in a school uniform. pfft. Not Malaysian school uniform, just in case you're wondering but he would just rock it in the same sexy way. I wonder what he really looked like while going to school:p Wet dreams...sigh...wet dreams. Where as, YamaPi is adorable as well as sexy. The combination which every girl would want their boyfriend to have. Feel free to contradict that statement. His hair is indescribable to me as if looks badboy-ish as well as a combination of emo-ish. Haha. I love his lips more than I adore Kame's. Pouty. Full. Gorgeous. Kissable. Haha! Both are the same anyways with my opinion of their lips. :P He rocks his uniform with the I-don't-care-about-it-but-I'll-do-it-way. And damn, he posesses classic boyish looks that would definetely make me swoon. Hehe. Don't hurt either that both of them sing and belong to two of Japan's well-known bands. KAT-TUN and NEWS. Yay! *does a happy dance and squeals and jumps* I'm definetely getting KAT-TUN's album. Not too sure about NEWS as I'm not a real big fan after I heard a past hit song Taiyou no Namida or something like that. :P I Lurve KAT-TUN though and Yamashita Tomohisa. Going to watch Kurosagi next after I finish Nobuta wo Produce and then Primadam which is a Nakajima Yuuto show. :P Oh wait, before Primadam is Gokusen. All three starting with 2 since I'm sure the first one is quite similar to the anime. :P I just realised something. I end almost all my sentences with :P See...I did it again. Even on MSN, I use :P all the time. :P Again...Today's topic is over since I can't anything else to say. Still watching Nobuta and currently half-watching CSI: NY on the Telly. This has been ShernLyn and her alterego who is merely present in spirit, Wanderer. ByeBye Lyn xoxo |
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Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 1:31 AM
As all people know, today was-is-the first day of school. For some it is a new experience, for some it is a year of dread and for some, it is just something you have to do. I, yours truly, fall into the first and second category. New experiences for being in the morning session and a junior all over again AND the dreaded PMR. I forgot what it stands for anyway. :P Once again, 3A1 lives up to its tradition of being noisy. Despite the drop of noisy monkeys-no offence...I just had to put it-we're still as noisy as ever. Goes to show that nothing can keep us from making a hell of a racket. (sp?) Pn. Mano's our class teacher. And Mathematics. No putting comments about teachers here because that would hurt feelings and it's not nice. Plus, anyone could read this and rat out on me...==' So all feelings are to be kept inside here *taps chest* Geo: Pn Toh (as expected) Eng: Pn. Belinda Sej: Pn Rizwana Maths: Pn. Mano Moral: En. Mugu KH: Undecided BM: Pn. Rozaini Sivik: Pn. Kamisah PJK: Pn. Eow (sp?) Correct me if I'm wrong P.Seni: Pn. Aishah Sci: Cik Nadiah!!! That's about the all our teachers. First day of school as everyone knows is a drag and I wonder how I managed to survive private school hours of 8.00AM to 3.30PM when I can barely stay awake after 12.00PM...O.o Weird-ness. Also, I haven't received all my books for Form 3 and am missing 4 books. I can't wait till PMR is over so that I won't have to stress out so much. Signing off right now to go and study Sejarah Chapter 1. It's about Japan. Slightly related to Samurai X. Hopefully my sleeping brain makes a connection. Lyn. xoxo |
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@ 12:52 AM
A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogsB.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people I tag.. everyone 01. What have you been doing recently? Going online and indulging my brain in Hey!Say!JUMP videos. 02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? I'll leave you to think it over. 03. What had happened at 10.00 am today? Lining up to buy blue tag from BookShop 04. When did you last cry? Don't remember. It's a long time since I cried. 05. Believe in fate/destiny? When I'm being bias. 06. What do you want in your life right now? Eh...Yamada Ryosuke! Jk. I really have no idea. 07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood? Neither. I walk in the rain. 08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed? My pillows and a good book. 09. What bottom are you wearing now? Bottom? Shortslah! 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? Too lazy to open it at the moment. 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? Hehe...Date me and figure it out. 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? My sister's headphones. 13. What was the last movie you caught? Memoirs of a Geisha. It was on HBO!!! 14. What are you proud of? Nothing at the moment. In fact, I'm not proud. I'm supposed to be studying Sejarah but I'm blogging :P 15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says? For me to know, for you to find out. 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? Mayonaka no Shadow Boy - Hey!Say!JUMP 17. Do you have any nicknames? Tomato. And it is one of them. The rest are pretty obvious. 18. What does you last received text message say? Why? I messaged my piano teacher. :P 19. What time did you go to bed last night? 10.00PM 20. Are you currently happy? No. I'm sleepy. 21. Who gives you best advice? Anyone who has ever given me advice. :P Because I usually don't take it and act on my own instincts. 22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? I wish. But all my whipped cream come in spray cans-like. 23. Who did you talk on phone last night? ==' No phoning after 9.00PM :P 24.Is anyone bugging you right now? The bug in my brain pestering me to study Sejarah 25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? Sue Lynn...We were discussing Hey!Say!JUMP 26. Do you wear toe socks? Not that I know off. 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? Check my non-existant phone. 28.Have you ever had your heartbroken? Unfortunately. 29. What annoys you most in a person? Loads of things. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone? YES! Yamada Ryosuke! Daiki Arioka! Okamoto Keito! Yabu Kota! Takaki Yuya! Akanishi Jin! Kamenashi Kazuya! Other than celebrity crushes, none. 31. Have you ever done cocaine? Wtf would I do that for? 32. What is the colour of your room? Piink and bllue! My sister and I couldn't agree so we painted both colours. 33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? Depends how much I hate that person and if my profession is that of an assassin 34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap? Most stupid saying ever. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? Khuan Shern Lyn 36. Who was the last person to hug you? Mommy. 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? I have yet to receive my first kiss. 38. Do you have a life? What am I doing breathing and living if I don't? 39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die? Like? 40. What is the reason behind your profile song? :) Go fish! 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? Yamada Ryosuke. Takaki Yuya. Ryutaro Morimoto. Chinen Yuuri. Inoo Kei. 42. Last time you smiled? 5 seconds ago. 43. Have you changed this year? It's too early to note. 44. What are you listening right now? LIPS - KAT-TUN 45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this? The annoying bug in my brain. 46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed? Opened...Duh 47. Is there a quote you live by? Jumping to my dream. It's not a quote. It's a lyric. 48. Do you want someone you cannot have? Obviously...note the Hey!Say!JUMP members. 49. Have you ever played an instrument? ==' You really don't know me do you? 50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week? Waking up at 5.00AM because I was anxious. 51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm? Talking about Hey!Say!JUMP with my sister. 52. Are you happy with your love life right now? Yes. Happily single. 53. What song best describe your love life? Songs can't describe me. 54. Does the person know that you like him/her? Hahahahahahaha! You think? 55. Who always make you laugh? Loads of stuff. Books. People. Myself. 56. Do you speak other language other than English? What Malaysian doesn't? 57. Favourite website(s)? :) 58. What's your middle name? Shern. 59. What are you doing tomorrow? This tag and fighting with the conscience bug. 60. What do you think you are like? You tell me. :) 61. Who will you choose to die with? I do not wish to trouble any else into dying with me. 62. Where have you been today? School. Home. Bathroom. Bookshop. Mommy's car. 63. What game do you play often? Game of life. (not the board game, mind you) 64. Who are you missing right now? The one in my fantasies. 65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose? Can I pick both? 66. What are you doing right now? I answered this earlier right? 67. Which primary school are you from? Sekolah Rendah Sri Kuala Lumpur. 68. Name 3 colours that you like? Black, pink, blue. 69. What emotion you like to show? Whatever comes to mind. 70. What is your life to you? A billion things. 71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do? Think it out and then cry over it. 72. Who did you last chat in msn today? Sweet Mae. She told me she was busy and the conversation ends. 73. Who do you admire most? America Ferrera and Yamada Ryosuke. 74. Which month are you born in? May 75. How are you feeling right now? Sleepy and Guilty. 76. What is the time now? 5/24PM 77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? I tagged myself. 78. What colour did you use to dye hair? I've never dyed my hair. 79. Why are you doing this test? Cause I'm evil. 80. What do you do when you're moody? Get cranky. 81. At which age you wish to get married? Whenever my career is stable. 82. Who is more important to you? You didn't give me options...How am I supposed to answer that. 83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do? Donate all my savings to a good cause. 84. Who is the person you trust the most? No comment. 85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? I always rush to the window after rain. 86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be? To meet Hey!Say!JUMP, atm :) 87. What is your goal for this year? Like everyone else. Straight As for PMR 88. Do you believe in eternity love? Not till I see for myself. 89. What feeling do you love most? When I'm writing. 90. Do you really think it's global warming now? You must be blind to not notice. 91. What feeling do you hate the most? When I'm not able to write. 92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Yes. Sometimes so much that I take advantage of it. Sorry to all I have hurt. 93. Do you believe in God? Yes and No. 94. Who cares for you most? FamFam and my darlings. 95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? The way I live it. 96. What will you bring when you fight? My wrath! Hehe 97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life? A lot of things. 98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you? Numb and then sadness and then pity and then depression and then I'll be up and happy again. I still care for myself. 99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? Do I really need him? I can't believe I didn't see through HIS lies and didn't dump HIM from the beginning. 100. How do you feel now? Sleepy. |
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Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 2:03 AM
Sometimes I even wonder if my dreams are capable of being reached.Okay, that was me being negative which I am at the moment. Firstly: School's beginning and I'm facing the dreaded monster by the name of PMR. Two: I am erasing half the work that I did during the holidays which was about three whole pages of writing and INK because it was a stupid part that suddenly came into my head at the moment and would make the story/heroine seem rather desperate and would kill my general idea and dream for that story. Three: My fantasies of performing with JE's Hey! Say! JUMP and KAT-TUN! The first one, I'd most probably get through if I work hard. Number two: I need to work the creative wheels of my brain and not regret or think of irrational and impossible ideas. Three!: I wonder how much Japanese I'll be able to learn and cram study and get my soon-to-be agent to get me an interview with them. Yay! Which is going to be impossible. Even at the thought of them, my heart's beating frantically. Be still my beating heart. I love Hey! Say! JUMP Ryo-chan! Aishiteru! Ryo-chan's like a girl's fantasy come true. You should see him in my dreams. Beautiful! And Takaki-kun. Damn, does that guy look like Akanishi Jin?! Sigh. Chii-chan is kawaii! Yabu-kun is sexy, sexy hawt hawt! I drool at the sight of him. Dai-chan! Gawd, if he doesn't make me squeal. Dream Come True. You should see Ryo-chan smile. Brightens your day instantly. He never fails to amaze and make me swoon. Dubbed the sexiest 14-year-old at Hey! Say! JUMP's debut concert at the prestigious Tokyo Dome! Squeal! He is sexiest...LolXD. You should hear his solo songs. Perfume and Asia no Yoru. Hear the lyrics and it'll make you fall in love. Makes you wonder what the hell a fifteen year old is going, singing lyrics meant for someone older. Adds to his sex appeal. It also could be the fact that JE is sometimes bias. The hottest one gets to sing the most lines in a group song and you get my drift. Shit...oooooh What wouldn't I give to ever meet Hey! Say! JUMP? I wish they'd dropped by the homeland...Dream Come True. I have a story based on the lyrics of Asia no Yoru that is currently in the process of being written. Gawd, the lyrics are so sexy. Haha! Freaking fangirl post. Too bad their CD's not available in Malaysia and their songs are super hard to discover on Limewire except for their hit singles. YouTube refuses to load their concert videos properly so I'm stuck refreshing and refreshing the page until the video loads fully. Argh! If I ever get the chance to go to Japan which I'm hoping I will and I'm hoping I get to go to Tokyo, I'm definetely getting the concert CD and all their albums...And KAT-TUN's album too. Haven't developed a huge fan-ness for them yet but am on the path to doing so. Beginning with smexy Akanishi Jin and KAME! Going off to go stare at more smexy, smexy pictures and get ready for tomorrow. Eeep! Eeep! Eeep! Out. Lyn xoxo |