No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
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• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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kimi wo aishiteru; sonna hito koto ga

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 11:07 PM

Yo, babes.
I know I haven't blogged in ages. I think it doesn't make a difference to the world since no one ever reads this little space of mine. WHICH IS GOOD since I get to crap about whatever I like and nobody will give a damn and nobody would bother to google my blog anyways. Try googling Pn. Toh and see if my blog turns up.
*a break as I went to google*
Okeh, I didn't manage to get my blog by googling Pn. Toh but by googling my name, tons of stuff turned up, especially blogs with my name in POSTS and LINKS. Awesome experience. Sweet Mae's name tak jadi...Came out with all kinds of sauces. O.o damn weird right? You try googling her name and see for yourself.
I'm blogging this post because I can't stand to leave my blog so dead. I'm like super obsessed with keeping it alive.
Oh eyas (I didn't spell that wrong, btw), thank you to Fong for indirectly introducing me to youtuber Alex Kaneko and his awesome music. Just search that name and you'll get his songs.
*sighswithboredomandstaresattheceiling*
I can't remember what I wanted to blog about.
Oh, okeh.
I've just thought of something.
If I get the chance, I want to perform for the Nose High School people next year but I'm not sure if non-cultural performances are allowed. Have to ask Mdm Yong.
Oh if I'm performing, I'm gonna do a huge, LONG medley of HSJ and KAT-TUN maybe an Arashi in there too.
Here's my line up for now
1) Seishun Amigo - Shujii to Akira
- Starts off with a slow chorus minus music so it's acapella and then intro music and hits off into the verse until the line 'futari wo saku yo ni...' Then...
2) Mayonaka no Shadow Boy - HSJ This might change to fit the latest HSJ single next year.
- Continues after Seishun with the starting intro music and then into the second verse which is 'suki nanda CHERRI...' and then first bridge with 'SHADOW' and then first/second chorus and cut to the last two lines which is 'kizutsukezuni...' until end
3) One Drop - KAT-TUN This is also temporary until the latest single
- It picks up from the start with the 5 Words: Love, Eternity...enters first long chorus and then the following verse
4) Arashi - Truth/HS7 Song...Undecided.
- Most likely Arashi. This one would be short. First chorus and trails off.
- If HS7, it would be Wonderland Train. Starts from either 'ima kaze...' or 'koko e oide yo...' Trails off whereever end.
5) White X'mas - KAT-TUN
- First chorus and verse. Each person gets a line except for chorus. All together. Trail off.
Yeah, baybeh.
That's about it. If anyone knows anyone who would like to perform, if Mdm Yong allows, tell me.
Lynxoxo

can't keep up for quite long; not going to try

Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 10:57 PM

I'm unprivating my blog since I'm bored with the state of privateness and having to log in each time I want to view it.
But, be warned. I might suddenly just private it all over again, especially since I used my dad's computer to view it the other day.
Sorry for the deadness of the blog.
Lynxoxo

skinny is ugly: fat is beautiful; ugly is beautiful: beautiful is ugly

Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 5:44 AM

The title of my post the one above ^^^ in the tiny pink print is really meaningful.
If you can't read it:

Skinny is Ugly:Fat is Beautiful; Ugly is Beautiful:Beautiful is Ugly.

I'm really concerned about the body image issues. I'm not going to say why I'm concered but something that I was discussing with Manissha the other day gave light to my eyes on how bad the body image issue is.
If I decide to go for Forensics next year, this is going to be my Original Oratory topic.
People nowdays, especially girls are very concerned about how skinny they are or how tall they are. I'm not going to say that I am not a victim of this issue but I do pinch myself and tell myself that I'm gorgeous no matter what people may think.
That is the positive way of thinking but most girls do not see it as that no matter how many campaigns there may be to help us cope with the situation.
It really is saddening to see anorexic and bullimic girls about my age, some even younger who succumb to this.
Why?
It's because of peer pressure and the entertainment world or even family itself.
Peer pressure:
When you're studying in a single gender school, it isn't so bad as girls do not give a damn if you're hawt or not. Skinny or fat. Tall or short. We are all the same.
But when you study in a co-ed school, that's where trouble starts. Even in a single gender school when you have male friends outside.
Yes!
Males are where the problem centers around on peer pressure. Males in general prefer sexy, slim and tall females compared to those who are plump and tiny and in their opinion: unattractive.
That is one reason in the peer pressure category.
In the age where we are maturing and growing up, we develop hormones that draw us to the opposite sex. And we want to get noticed. In general, to date and be in love.
Males who also develop these hormones get attracted to the skinny, tall, beautiful ones and discard those who do not fit their standards of beautiful.
Those who are discarded are up to their necks in infatuation that they would do anything to make themselves like the willowy, flat-stomached beauties that the males go for.
Hence, anorexia and bullimia. Girls starve themselves to look good and at first, they do but after a while they grow skinnier but they still deem themselves as fat each time they stare into the mirror and it becomes a habit that takes loads of counselling and rehab to cure.
Entertainment:
This is the cause of most cases of body image issues. Girls are influenced by film stars, models who go through rigorous training and strict diets to achieve the body that they have.
They wish to grow taller. To grow skinnier.
They poke at their stomach fat, wishing it to get smaller.
And so enters the habits and sicknesses that come with body image issues.
Most girls would die to strut the catwalk with stick-thin figures or walk the red carpet with unflabby body parts. Perfectly toned arms and legs. What they do not know is that strict exercises and diets are the cause. But there are cases of models and stars who are anorexic for example Mary-Kate Olsen of the Olsen twins.
Who wouldn't die for perfect figures? To most, that is the ticket to becoming famous.
Yet, if that is the reason, why do Jordin Sparks, Katherine McPhee or America Ferrera have no worries about their bodies?
They are still famous yet they still manage to look gorgeous.
You do not need a stick-thin figure to be famous. All you need is talent and determination. Do not let fame get to your brain. It's never good.
Family:
Yes!
This is also another main reason on why girls have body image issues.
The jibes come from mostly the elderly. Grandparents.
In the past, only those pretty girls get married off early and to wealthy men. Some grandmothers still retain that mentality.
My grandmother has never thought that way but I do have friends who's grandmothers pester them to get skinny.
The grandmothers would constantly bombard their grandkids with mean comments about their ever increasing size and pester them to eat less. They would give you long lectures even if you just pick up a tiny piece of chocolate.
Most girls would have been told that they are not skinny enough to be pretty from a young age and stick to the mentality when they're growing and in reference to peer pressure and developing hormones. they are desperate to get skinnier.

So, I'm calling out to all girls in the world who think that they are fat...Even if you are. Who gives a damn? You're beautiful in every single way. Who are they to tell you how you look? It's your damn life, LADIES! Live it how you want to live it. Who cares if you're fat or skinny. As long as you are healthy, you are beautiful and perfect.
Don't be living in a shadow, hiding from society just because you are fat or ugly. Everyone is beautiful. God made each and everyone of us beautiful. We are all the same. Not one person is any different. If the person has outer beauty, the inner is might be ugly or might be beautiful. Images aren't always what they seem. Do not be afraid to shine. It makes you beautiful on the inside.
Who would like to date a Barbie doll with no brains? One who can't keep up an intellectual conversation and go on and on about clothes, hair, make-up and nails. Yeah, guys would date that kind of bimbo but if you were a male, would you like to spend the rest of your life with that kind of brain?
So, ladies, stand up and shine.
There is no disappointment in shining.
Everyone shines either dim or bright.
Make yourself bright and you'll see everything in a new light.
Beauty is individualistic.
Not one person is the same.
Fat or skinny, we are all flesh, blood and emotions.
To all males out there, shut up and back off.
Ladies, stand tall and proud even if you are just 5"2.
Males, you aren't all that.
Ladies, take the stage.
Males, who needs you when we've got the world?

Ladies, the world is your stage and your stage is your star.

Lynxoxo

pissed off at tons of things; don't mess when I'm pissed

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 5:25 AM

Firstly, to all who have already realised. Pn. Toh is a bitch! And you all know it.
So we got our Geography books back today and I got this 'Jumpa Saya!' on a page that I left blank.
At first, I thought she was going to reprimand me for leaving four whole pages blank.
Then when I go line up, I had like an excuse prepared but then so happens that she was like: "Why you never do your homework?"
Me: I wasn't around.
Bitch: (screaming) Then where were you? Even if you were on MC you still have to do your homework. (slams my book)
Me: I was overseas.
Bitch: (screams louder for the class to hear) Overseas?! It is an even more stupid excuse. Go away! I already given you a black mark.

I was damn fucking pissed off. Just because she saw one page blank and she flipped to the next and it was also blank...
SHE FUCKING THOUGHT THAT I DIDN'T DO THE REST OF HER WORK!
Hell, I rushed like a mad woman just to complete it. And she didn't even mark the back because she is a stupid cow. A fornicating bitch.
Go rot in hell...
You and your May God Bless You.
Just because we say that doesn't mean that He will...
Stupid little fuckass.
One day when you see that I actually did do it, PADAN MUKA!
What's worse, I told my mom about it and she took Pn. Toh's side.
Fuck Up!
My whole day was like so ruined.
Bad enough that my SPBT books kena rampas. Now Pn. Toh scold for no reason because she either blind, retarded or ignorant.
And would it kill her to write neatly.

(I want to take a comb and comb Kame's hair and then take a straightener and straighten it)

Lynxoxo

thumpthumpthump; smiley

Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 4:03 AM

Koki Tanaka and Kamenashi Kazuya sing Kinki Kids 'Anniversary' and Arashi's 'A.RaShi'
Enjoy.
It's really worth the watching.
For the first time in my life, I believe that Tanaka Koki can sing and Kame just proves it further that his voice is gorgeous.
Yosha!
Ganbatte~KAT-TUN!
Lynxoxo

decisionsdecisions; life is full of them

@ 3:20 AM

Yo~!
In case any of you haven't noticed, I'm becoming more LaLa day by day. Hopefully, you guys still remain my besties because no matter how lala my attitude might be, I'm still the same old Shern Lyn.
So, wish me Ganbatte~! And hopefully I don't turn into those frilly skirt donning wannabes.
This turning LaLa thing is because I'm becoming more and more obsessed with Japanese bands and doramas. It happens when you're infatuated with Japanese pretty boys.
I've watched all of Hey! Say! JUMP's PV makings except for Ultra Music Power because I just can't find any of the subbed versions on YouTube.
*sighsandrollsaroundonthefloor*

Next topic!
If I manage to pass PMR with flying colours, I'm requesting for a phone.
So, all of you out there who have been waiting desperately for me to get a phone...
PRAY THAT I SHALL WORK HARD
because praying that I'll score 7As is nothing without me working hard.
Also, if I score straight As, I'm going to go this year's Comic Fiesta(If it is held in December~!)
I'm going to cosplay either as:
a) Misa Amane (a mixture of movie and manga)
b) Dark from D.N.Angel
c) C.C. from Code Geass (Not likely to happen)
d) Nana Osaki/Komatsu (The goth one...Or maybe the guillable one...Undecided but a huge chance I might be cosplaying either one of them)

Does anyone notice that my posts are shorter and shorter?

Lynxoxo

eyes score the words; brains digest the information

Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 3:30 AM

*sigh*
I haven't blogged in like
TWO DAYS!
That's superly long for an obsessive and compulsive blogger.
I blog about just anything that's blog worthy and catches my eyes.

Friday:
oooooOoooh!
The inevitable jabbing of the tetanus stuff.
It wasn't as painful as some people(SHUHAN!)predicted it to be.
My reaction was hilarious to say the least.
I think I was the only one going "OW! owowow...OWOWOW!"
Haha!

Saturday:
Valentine's Day!
Most people would fret over not having a date but we were out in Mid Valley like the rambunctious bunch of happy-minusAJ-singles we are.
First time I've gone out that I didn't buy anything more than a hundred bucks. I barely spent a hundred bucks.
Maybe it's because we had limited shopping time and that time amounted to us just walking about and waiting to encounter other Assuntarians but there weren't any.
Just alot of CHS people.
I'm lazy to blog about stuff like this so...Pictures?
They're on sweetmae's blog and fb

Sunday:
I woke up to a whole house still asleep.
Took the silence as an initiative to read Marley & Me
Yes!
After procrastinating for so long about reading Marley and Me, I finally did.
I started at nine and finished about 12 something.
I bawled like a baby when they had to put Marley to sleep.
I was literally sobbing and I wanted to stuff my face into a pillow so that I could sob it all out. I hadn't cried in quite long so this was like a starting with a stop.
Also, Marley and Me was so touching and it was the first book to make me cry like a baby with sobbing. Usually, tears just flow but this made me sob.
Marley&Me is officially my favourite book at the moment.
And I want a Labrador right now.

Lyn
xoxo

love; dream; eternity; hope and byebye

Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 6:30 AM

This is KAT-TUN's newest PV release.
The song's really awesome but nothing super special. Unlike LIPS which is still my all time favourite KAT-TUN song.
I haven't really studied the lyrics so I'll leave you guys to interpret it.
Since I've only started appreciating and loving KAT-TUN very recently after I dropped the interest last year after the release of LIPS. White Xmas wasn't really nice to me so I lost interest.
Now I've gained it back and I can barely recongise the members. Haha. I only recongise Kamenashi Kazuya and Koki Tanaka and Nakamaru Yuichi.
If anyone can recongise them, tell me.
Koki Tanaka grew hair and it took me quite a while to recongise him. All it took was his jaw structure. God, his jaw structure is so defined.
Kame has really weird hair. I miss his One Pound no Fukuin and Nobuta wo Produce hair. Aaaaah! Kame! Why did you change your hairstyle?
Nakamaru...He didn't beatbox here. Sad.
T.T
Lyrics:
Romaji:
Love, dream, eternity, hope and... Bye-bye

Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Tsumetai EYE de kimi wo mitsumeta ne
Mune no hitoshizuku ja namida sotto nagareteru
Ushinau toki made kizukenai yasashisa
Kono me ni utsuru yo

Bye-bye karanda ito wo
Bye-bye kako no kanashimi wo
Sabishisa donna chiisana kizu ni mo namida no wake
Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Toki no itazura furimawasareta ne
Nokoru kotoba sae zutto kimi wo mayowaseta
Akiramete ii yo tsuyogaranakute ii
Kimi no sei ja nai

Bye-bye motsureta ito wo
Bye-bye kako no ayamachi wo
Yurushite donna chiisana kyou ni eien no kibou
Bye-bye hitori no hibi yo
Bye-bye hibi no yuuutsu yo
Taisetsu na hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Ueta karada no kono mannaka wo
Hitosuji ni kakeru kimi no nioi
Sono yume wo sono namida de kesenu omoi wo
Yurenagara mayoinagara mada shinjitsuzukeru

Bye-bye karanda ito wo
Bye-bye kako no kanashimi wo
Sabishisa donna chiisana kizu ni mo namida no wake
Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

English Translation:
Love, dream, eternity, hope and... Bye-bye

Bye-bye, days of solitude
Bye-bye, days long gone
I want to protect that one drop
Only lonely your tear drop

I looked at you with cold eyes
In the one drop of your heart, tears are softly falling
In these eyes are reflected
A kindness that I'd never noticed until I'd lost it

Bye-bye, entwining thread
Bye-bye, sadness of the past
Loneliness, even the tiniest wound is a reason for tears
Bye-bye, days of solitude
Bye-bye, days long gone
I want to protect that one drop
Only lonely your tear drop

We were shaken around in a prank played on us by time
Even the words left behind always made you hesitate
It's okay to give up, it's okay to drop the strong facade
It's not your fault

Bye-bye, tangled thread
Bye-bye, mistakes of the past
Forgive me, even in the tiniest today there is hope for eternity
Bye-bye, lonely days
Bye-bye, the melancholy of those days
That one important drop
Only lonely your tear drop

Right in the center of this starved body
Only your scent is suspended
Whilst swaying, whilst hesitating, I still continue to believe
In that dream, and the indelible feelings in those tears

it takes two to be one; but one to break two

@ 6:14 AM

Ohmeegosh!
That statement above is sexah and I thought of it on the spot...
*sighsdreamily*
I'm
A
Genius...
Firstly, this is my 100th post.
Damn slow right.
Secondly:
This is a Kamenashi Kazuya post.
Just to say that I'm infatuated to the point that he sits on my desktop. Probably for a while before a Yamada picture sits there.
Lawl.
So, enjoy nose-bleeding Kamenashi while you can before Yamada rips him off my desktop.
And, I haven't been blogging for quite long. Right now, I have nothing blog worthy so whatever.
I'm not blogging till I get something blog-worthy.
Lyn
xoxo

you're the one boy with the most beautiful eyes; my heart beats faster for someone else

Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 1:39 AM

I stole my title's line from Inkdeath. It's beautiful and meaningful but I guess it does suit this post.

I'm in love with Takahata Misaki. *sighsdreamilyanddrools*

He is banyak banyak panas and uber sexy. I'm not very sure about him as Wikipedia doesn't have any information about him except for the fact that he belongs to Johnny's Juniors group B.I. Shadow and that he is a supporting actor in drama Scrap Teacher.

He super panas in Scrap Teacher.

I can't find any other pictures of him on the Internet. Even pictures are scarce. Can you believe that?

Haha!
The picture above isn't so great. Bah! Watch Scrap Teacher to see more panas-ness.
Can't wait till he's famous.

Lyn

xoxo

just can't help but to squeal; with an ecstaticly pounding heart

@ 12:17 AM

This is the song I was talking about Seishun Amigo - Shuuji to Akira. I really love the lyrics. See translation and you'll know what I mean.

Romaji lyrics:
Nari hibiita keitaidenwa
Iyana yokan ga mune wo yogiru
Reisei ni nare yo MI AMIIGO

Nasake naize tasuketekure
Rei no yatsura ni owareterunda
Mou dame kamoshire nai MI AMIIGO
Futari wo saku you ni denwa ga kireta

*SI ore-tachi wa itsudemo futari de hitotsu datta
Jimoto ja make shirazu sou daro
SI oretachi wa mukashi kara kono machi ni akogarete
Shinjite ikitekitaNazedarou omoi dashita keshiki wa
Tabidatsu hi no kirei na sora
Dakishimete
Tadori tsuita kurai rojiura
Shagami konda aitsu ga ita
Ma ni awa nakatta gomen na

Yararechi matta ano hi kawashita
Rei no yakusoku mamore nai kedo
Omae ga kite kurete ureshii yo

Furuerute no hira wo tsuyoku nigitta

SI ore-tachi wa ano goro
Tadori tsuita kono machi
Subete ga te ni hairu ki ga shita
SI furusato wo sutesari
Dekai yume wo oikake
Waratte ikitekita
Korekara moKawaru koto nai
Mirai wo futari de oikakerareru to
Yume miteta

*Repeat

Translation lyrics:
Kame: Echoing out, at the ring of my cellphone.
A premonition passed through my head.
Just calm down, mi amigo.

Yamapi: So pitiful, I need your help.
Those guys are after me.
I might not make it, mi amigo.

Both: As if to tear us apart, the phone died...

Si, we have always been the two of us, as one.
Undefeated in our neighborhood, weren't we?
Si, we have long since long ago been admired in this town.
We've lived believing that.
I wonder why....
That scenery you remember, the beautiful sky on the day
we set off, embrace it...

Kame: When I reached the dark alley,slumped over, he was there.
I didn't make it in time... I'm sorry.

Yamapi: I'm done for. Everythings changed.
I can't fulfil the promise we made that day, but just that
you came, I'm happy.

Both: I strongly held your trembling hand...

Si, in those days we, in the city we arrived at,
felt as if we could have anything.
Si, abandoning our hometown, chasing great dreams,we lived laughing.
And for a future that from here onwould never change.
To go chasing after that was our dream.

Both: As if to tear us apart, the phone died...

Si, we have always been the two of us, as one.
Undefeated in our neighborhood, weren't we?
Si, we have long since long ago been admired in this town.
We've lived believing that.
I wonder why....
That scenery you remember, the beautiful sky on the day
we set off, embrace it...

my heart goes thumpthumpthump at the sight of youyouyou

Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 7:21 AM

ShernLyn is posting crap again.

Read the Interact post...Not this. This is just crapping about how much Yamapi and Kame make my heart go thumpthumpthump.
Yamapi: Yamashita Tomohisa
Kame: Kamenashi Kazuya

Shujii to Akira

I still love both of them best as Shujii and Akira...
Beeeeutiful
No matter how many NewS or KAT-TUN songs that I listen to, Seishun Amigo is still the best maybe because it's when they were pretty fresh from Nobuta with the friendship spirit there.
Oh yeah, speaking on the subject of Japanese thumpthumpthump boys. I have to work extra hard this year to score myself into 4S1/4S2 so that I get to meet Japanese boys rainen. Forgive me if I used the wrong word, I need to brush up my Japanese once more. Rainen if I'm not mistaken means: next year. :P If it's wrong, CORRECT ME!
On the subject of Nose High School visit, I want to perform but I'm not sure if non-cultural performances are allowed.
I want to either perform Mayonaka no Shadow Boy or any current Hey! Say! JUMP song or Seishun Amigo by ShujiitoAkira.
I'd most likely perform Mayonaka no Shadow Boy as I'm super familiar with the dance moves, lyrics and I've been planning the performance for quite long in my brain.
BUT...!
Seishun Amigo would be received much easier than Mayonaka no Shadow Boy as Seishun Amigo is like a universal age thing. Most people would have watched the Japanese dorama Nobuta wo Produce and would be familiar with it.
Also, NewS and KAT-TUN are very well-received in Japan.
But for both, I would have to borrow clothes.
Mayonaka no Shadow Boy: I want clothes similar to those in the PV. Yingyang pants that lala boys would do fine...If I'm not mistaken.
Seishun Amigo: This is a new fantasy so it's not very well thought but I would like to wear Japanese boy school uniforms...It's so sugoi/kakkoi
I want my own uniform...T.T Preferably tailor made so that it fits nicely.
I want the blue one!
Also, if you're thinking: What a waste of money
Well, it won't be wasted...
I'm trying to be unique and eccentric no matter what my parents think or what they say so I'd most likely wear the uniform out when I'm feeling like a baka or feeling very Japanese or just need a fresh burst of eccentricity.
Yay!
End of post
Lyn
xoxo

happy endorphins are spreading like the plague

@ 5:19 AM

Interact Probationer's Seminar
I bet you all are thinking, what a noob to go for this

Haha, rot in hell if you're thinking that. Seminar rocked, at least in my opinion.

Most people I questioned said that it didn't rock...Cause well, their group was quiet. I think among my group as a whole, our avenue was the loudest. Thanks to me, as you people know, am exceptionally loud.

Fair warning: No pics. Don't expect anything

Day started off with me arriving at Sri Aman like half an hour earlier than expected. Bleugh. If I had known would arrive so early, I wouldn't bother waking up at like 6sth. There was no traffic jam from my house to SA...Bitch. Haha! It took like 15 minutes.

Arrived at SA and spotted Neeti and JoAnn...Sorry, I forgot how to spell your name. Don't kill me. Followed them in and sesated in one corner of the carpark.

People arrived.

Moving on.

Registration.

Sitting my bottom on a chair.

Rotarian advisors enter and speech.

ICC head speech.

Off to our seperate groups of I can remember how many. I was green though. I'm always green. Yay! Environment!

Then, the fun part.

Ice-breaking among our group: Public Caning.

I got selected on the last round. I managed to remember all names but one. T.T

As punishment, I sang Assunta's school song. Semangat sekolah baybeh!

Then it was seperation into avenues. I got Community Service which is my second choice if I was BOD. First choice is IU.

I was put into Com. Service along with lemme see if I can remember all eleven names: Hmm, Amy, Elisha, Yi Jane, Sarah, Lingesh, Matthew, Nik, Yusri, Choon Huang (Is that how you spell it?), I forgot the other one. I only remember face and that he's an Indian. SORRY! Gomene!

Hah! I managed ten names, which is good.

So, our community service project was Orphanage Week Out...Originally, it was Adopt-An-Orphan-For-A-Day but they changed it. Oh well, it's not me to say whether they can change my idea or not. It's a group decision.

So, we opted to take the orphans for a week out. Technically, it wasn't a week. It was 5 days. Activities done are: Visit to the zoo, A picnic, A game of futsal, Random carolling (I wonder who so dumbly selected this:P Didn't make sense...Was the worst proposal there) and tutoring.

Save to say, everyone in my group co-operated fairly well. I made the most noise as usual. Hehe. :P Alright, since this is going to be a private blog and not many people are going to read it, I'm going to go ahead and say that I didn't quite like Elisha.

It's not that she's not a nice person. In fact, she's super nice but she didn't quite let anybody have a say. She contradicted all my ideas and replaced them with her own. And Amy, who was writing wrote down whatever she said instead of me.

Focusing on being modest and not a bossy person, I let her be and hoped that this attitude of hers wouldn't interfere with her normal attitude of friendliness. She's a good person but when it comes to this kind of thing, she kiasu sikit.

They did take my initial idea so I guess that I have to let other people voice out.

Okay, on to next part. Obviously, we won. Yay for us! Com. Service and our guidance Interactor: Mun Wai (I think that's how you spell it)

And our prize:

To present it in front of all six schools and their BOD's.

Obviously, we won that too!

Yeah baybeh!

Other teams kena tembak teruk-teruk. We kena tembak like to questions and we aced the questions. At least in my opinion.

So, that's about it for Seminar, I guess.

To all incoming probationers or those who are thinking of joining Interact next year but are having quelms, join Interact. I swear you wouldn't be disappointed.

And go for the Seminar.

And when segegrated into groups, if no one speaks and are shy, be the first to speak up. I swear you wouldn't regret doing so.

I did and I do not regret it at all. I've made a new group of friends and I still have the happiness and fun running through my veins.

Viva La Interact!

Lyn

xoxo

Sugi Tagged.

@ 4:59 AM

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
. . . . .
ONE - I would love to be a private investigator if I don't get to be a writer/casting director
TWO - Funny, I regret getting braces
THREE - I'm bored with all my current piano pieces. I need newer ones.
FOUR - Interact's fun.
FIVE - I talk to inanimate objects.
SIX - In case you didn't notice, am addicted to Hey! Say! JUMP
SEVEN - I hate chick lit. It's so bubble gummy and pathetic
EIGHT - Sleeping comes naturally to me after the hour of 10 PM *rollingonfloorlaughing*
NINE - I also regret taking up piano again. I have no time for it.

TEN - The only thing I'm looking forward to in Form4 Science stream is Physics and Add Maths.
ELEVEN - I lubs Mathematics. So sue me. :P
TWELVE - I suck at time managing so don't expect me to have a timetable
THIRTEEN - I also hate routines and planning stuff so don't expect that either.
FOURTEEN - I like to talk, in case you didn't notice my big mouth

FIFTEEN - I'm very approachable when I force myself to be. Also very talktive when I force myself to instead of being shy and shutting up

SIXTEEN - I can be emo at times; especially when I'm writing.

I TAG - Whoever who wants people to know random facts about them

returning from a trip around the world; thrown instantly to work

Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 3:37 AM

Irashaimasu!
Welcome!
I'm finally back in Malaysia...I returned yesterday, by the way. To those of you who are too blurr to notice my absence and my presence.
Ignore the title of my posts.
Sometimes they so do not make sense and throw you into confusion.
First things first, I don't have much time to blog with my maid gone so I can't return home after school. My mom believes that I'm still too young to be home alone.
Secondly, I can't blog much since I'm at my mom's office and the only Internet access is at my dad's computer which he is always glued to.
Thirdly, China blogging and pictures will be up when I have time. I was there for nine days and seven nights. Loads of things to cover.
Pictures are scarce since I'm not much of a camwhore and I love taking scenery more than people. Expect to see trees and oceans and lakes. Not humans...Except for one cute guy. :P
That's all for now.
Don't expect new posts and crapping as often as before.
Tq.
Lyn
xoxo