*With a swish and a flick, behold a magic trick
The Narcissist
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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations
Her Domain
286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
Discover where else she speaks her mind
Twitter: @theivorykeys
Facebook: Shern Lyn Khuan
Email: Contact either TorFB for details. (;
Her Cravings
• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
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• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
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• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
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• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes
Her One True Loves
MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.
Runaway
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Ramblings&Memories
A few words would be nice. :D
By post:
the little tears; double meanings
welcome to addiction; all over again
don't ask; a little hurt inside
three years of everlastingness and more to come
no longer stupid; i trusted you but not anymore
a flair for words; an advertisement of sorts
my table says donghae in a corner; new beginnings
with confetti and ribbons; glitter and all
a trip down memory lane; how we and they have grown
tears of joy; overwhelming
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Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 7:57 AM
first of all...I've wanted to write this for so long but I never had the heart to do it because I loved you. Now, I don't think I love you all that much anymore. Hunney, you broke my heart with your betrayal. The one thing I knew but had never expected with you. I loved you with all my heart but you didn't give me any in return. Now, I know. I should never have trusted you. I should never have let my guard down with you. At first I guarded myself, having been betrayed in such a way before but then I let it down when I knew that I could trust you. Seems like I should have never have. Now, faced with your betrayal, once more, I've changed. For good or for worse, I can't tell but I can never look at you the same way I did. I doubt you'd ever read this but to those who do read it, if you know who I'm talking about. Good for you. You can choose to tell, you can choose to shut up. Nothing can hurt me more than I've already been. Even if I lose you even furthur. After all, I've already lost you. I can no longer claim that I will love you no matter what. We're done for relationships and the one we had, without your heart and soul will never be repaired. I can't say that I love you anymore. Maybe we should just remain as accquaintances. Then when I see your betrayal/face splashed across my FaceBook, I won't feel like crying. I haven't let myself cry though. I won't cry over such a petty thing. Muchappreciationandlove, Lynxoxo P.S. I'm BACK! |