No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

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A few words would be nice. :D

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three years of everlastingness and more to come
no longer stupid; i trusted you but not anymore
a flair for words; an advertisement of sorts
my table says donghae in a corner; new beginnings
with confetti and ribbons; glitter and all
a trip down memory lane; how we and they have grown
tears of joy; overwhelming
sparkle, sparkle; filled with nonsensical stuff
the thrill of words; another masterpiece produced
the wonders of pretty boys; infatuation re-strikes

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don't ask; a little hurt inside

Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 4:06 AM

don't ask; a little hurt inside

I guess that many of you will be able to guess as to why I hurt on the inside. It's a real silly reason, really but I won't voice it out.
Let's say it's linked to squealing-ness and jumping like a mad fool.
See the connection yet?
No?
That's your problem. I'm not going to directly state why I hurt. It'll make myself feel rather stupid. I feel like crying but I don't feel that it's a very valid reason to shed my tears on.
I'm wanting to see if I might be able to persuade the head honcho to allow me to be a part of it...if SHE wants to go ask that we get it. I was told that SHE wanted to do it but I'm not too sure now.
My mom said to ask early so that we might get a guaranteed place. And what's more, I feel so extremely betrayed. This is something I won't explain. It's something that if I told to the world, it'll make me seem like a spoilt.
Lemme hope the opportunity comes for me next year.
We'll see how it goes and if we can ask to be a part of it.
Depends also on whether SHE is willing to tag along and be part of it. Just a presence...I don't know her. She seems to be slightly different nowadays.
And what more...it's guaranteed that two classes will be...so we might not be a part of it either since the class is like pure eighty something people added together.
I feel like shedding tears. It seriously hurts so bad.
I've been waiting forever for this. I guess most people have.
And a spoilt brat class wants to mogok. Whatever, silly class.
And in case you haven't figured it yet, it has something to do with words that begin with the letter N and J.
Go figure.