No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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the wonders of pretty boys; infatuation re-strikes
a little notice; might not be real
stupidity grips my heart; is that so wrong?
confessions of my fragile heart; breaking and tear...
adrenaline rushing through my veins; another sleep...
counting down the days till the time for my muscle...
birthday wishes five

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a trip down memory lane; how we and they have grown

Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 7:26 PM

a trip down memory lane; how we and they have grown

It's almost the end of the year and I'm feeling extremely sentimental. Oh, shoot me if you don't like being sentimental.
When I look back on this year, I look back on how I've changed and how the world around me has gone through subtle but meaningful changes.
I've done so many things that I have never bothered to do. The one that is most important to my heart is my fandubbing. For years, I have watched from afar people take their cameras/microphones etc. and fandubbed songs yet this is the first time I have done it and I've received a few positive comments.
I'm still going to continue to fandub but for the time being, I'll tone down my work since I don't have much to work with. My low notes are horrifying, I can't harmonize but I'm still proud of myself. I took the giant leap to push myself to do so.
As I look back, despite people having told me that me getting 7As for PMR was out of pure luck, I don't think it is. Yes, I did not work as hard as SM or V or the others who score straight As in class while I only score 2As but I think I have worked hard enough to score the 7As.
Through the running up and down and staying up late, I think I did work hard enough. Pooh pooh, to whatever you want to say.
Also, I think I have grown in mentality though I still retain the childishness that I'm famous for. Having celebrated the Mid-Winter Festival a few days back, I think I can say that I've finally grown another year older despite neither New Year's Day nor my birthday has arrived.
And, not to mention the bond that we share has grown even stronger and bigger. The web of friendship that binds us together, hearttoheart, mindtomind, despite what some may think has grown larger and has spread furthur.
We've gone through thick and thin together. We've pulled each other through depressions. We've been there for each other when nobody wanted to be. We've put up with each other despite our individual faults. We stuck together even when we got on each others nerves. We loved each other as if we were bonded from the first day. We've laughed over the most meaningless of things. We've gotten upset of the tiniest things. We've teased each other to no end. We've gotten mad together. We've gone on healthy highs together. We've smiled for the camera together numerous times. We've taken silly pictures and laugh over them despite us looking terrible in it. We've defended each other despite being wrong. We've sacrificed a million things for each other's happiness. We've taken insults as one and thrown them back as six. We've spent countless memorable moments together. Hell, we spent alot of memorable time together.
We've come a long way from the little quiet people we were when we first met in Form1.
We've come a long way from the personalities that we left behind when we grew closer.
We've come a long way from the silly, brainless, conceited brats that we shedded as we grew older.
Most of all, we've come a long way from being lonely to being surrounded by people we love.
I hope you guys know how much I love you guys. Not only for who you are but also for the person that you've made me become and never forget that. And remember, SueLynn gets married first.
And lastly, the source of my being sentimentalness. The boys whom I owe part of my life to. Hey! Say! JUMP, NewS, Arashi and KAT-TUN though it's only a tiny smattering of KAT-TUN.
As I was watching NewS' Weeeek, I realise how much our lovely boys have grown since the very day they've debuted as the nine member NewS and finally after loads of scandals to produce the six member NewS that all of us fangirls love and cherish to the bottom of our hearts.
It's surprising to see that they've matured so much especially the baby, Tegoshi and the ever endearing Kato.
Their member ai has grown over the years and they are closer than ever. You can tell in the way they enjoy each other's company. In the way they laugh freely among each other. In the way that they open up. In the way they tease each other without boundaries. ~~Unlike KAT-TUN~~
I still look back onto their old videos and smile whenever I look at their angelic faces and compare them to the more recent videos and I smile even wider. It's hard to see that they've grown so much. You still expect them to be the silly, hilarious, endearing boys that they were when they debuted.
Not to mention, Hey! Say! JUMP. Despite the boys not having much group activity this year unless you count concerts, I still love them. They too have grown so much from the very first moment Hey! Say! 7 debuted with only Arioka Daiki, Nakajima Yuto, Chinen Yuuri, Yamada Ryosuke and Takaki Yuya.
They are no longer the babyfaced boys we use to squeal and jump over. They've finally outgrown those baby bodies and into the lean, sexy bodies of adults and teenagers. Takaki Yuya, Yabu Kota, Yaotome Hikaru and Inoo Kei are fast approaching their 21st year where they will finally make the official transition from teenager to adult.
It's shocking that when we first saw them, they were only young things still fresh off the junior team. Nakajima Yuto, Chinen Yuuri, Okamoto Keito and Yamada Ryosuke were merely fourteen when the official Hey! Say! JUMP debuted. Look at how far they've gone and they're soon to be seventeen next year.
It's real surprising at how much all of us, the world has grown. And we'll keep growing till the end of time.
We'll constantly look forward but when time calls for it, we'll take a glance backwards and look at all the awesome times spent doing awesome things and then soar briefly through the times when you've felt sadness and laugh before forgetting for another long period of time.

Muchloveandappreciation,
Lynxoxo