I freaking can't get his face out of my head. Maybe I should revert back to my old skin with the marquee of 'infatuated at the sight of you; lips&eyes&smile :)'. It would be so true at the moment.
Anything to do with him makes my heart clench and my spirits soar.
Hell, he's the first dude to find his way into my wallet.
I have never been that desperate.
Ahhhh, it's so painful!

Itai ne! Hontou ni itai!

I feel like crying. My heart hurts so much with wanting to hold him in my arms and just snuggle.
It's hard to watch from a distance and not be near him.
Although he's 8 years my senior, I can't help but be infatuated. It's uncontrollable. It seriously hurts so bad.
Is this what you call being a little blonde princess?
The need to be near not only him but all of them is great.
It's drugging to the mind.
My brain runs on only one course and that is the helpless infatuation.
The one reason why my heart still beats.
The one reason I would give anything to return to Japan.

The one reason I am working so hard to complete my latest book.

The one reason I endorse anything Japanese.

The one reason I Youtube.

The one reason I can't sleep at night. (this one's not true)
Sigh. Please notice me, my dearest fantasy.