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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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pissed off; could you be any ruder?

Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 6:05 AM

pissed off; could you be any ruder?

This was supposed to be a long time ago post but since my mom was working on the computer, I didn't get to use it.
And, since it is filled with profanities, I suggest that you proceed to another post if you don't with to be bombarded by f's and b's.
Right down to business, during assembly I've no idea why P.M. sent her up or maybe she just decided to come up herself but K started checking my class' G.A.
I knew I was in perfect G.A. I always am during assemblies. Why the fuss? You can't ask me. It's just that I'm used to being in good G.A. during assemblies, I guess. Save for my ever floppy fringe.
So, she starts checking G.A. I knew perfectly well that my nails were short since I recently cut them because playing the piano requires short nails. She bugged everybody's G.A. especially nails just because she's got freaking ugly nails. She no longer has the white bit of her nails which could render her to infections since it is the white bit that protects germs from entering the flesh beneath your nails.
And she has cut them off till they would never grow again and that isn't healthy at all. In fact, it is gross and ugly. When she has a finger infection, then she'd know how important it was for us to keep a small bit of that. Goddamned fuckface.
It makes me shiver to see that bit not there. It's just really, really disgusting. All in the name of rubbing faces with P.M. No names mentioned. I don't want to get into trouble.
So she checks my nails. And she tells me to cut the fourth finger's nail. Hello? That is short enough. After all, this finger is the one that is the inside one and can't be cut without being painful. Goddamned bitch.
Then I tell her and show her my nails palm up so that it shows from behind. My nails can't be seen.
K: They aren't cut, are they?
Me: They are!
K: Then what is this? *she goes and points to my fourth nail*
Me: That is cut.
K: No it is not. *she goes and checks from the top like my piano teacher* You have some more space. You can cut it.
Me: If I cut it, it will bleed. *downright lie* *I show her the palm up* See, you can't see my nails. They are short. *I run my hand over the tips of my fingers to emphasise my point*
K: Don't give me attitude
Me: But if I cut, they will bleed
K: Okay, if it's like that. After assembly, you come down with me and tell that to P.M.
I not wanting to go and see that goddamned woman said:
Oh, fine. I'll try. *I cut*
K: See, you're not bleeding. Show me the nail you cut.
Me: *shows her and glares*
K: The length you just cut is fine.
Me: It still is short enough that I do not need to cut *I didn't even go and cut the fourth finger nail. I cut the thumb and I didn't even cut, just nibbled at the edges*
K: I said, it's fine.

I almost shoved her away if she didn't get off me. Goddamned woman. She wants so much to uphold discipline that she has no respect for people. I do respect prefects but it is prefects like this who spoil the name of the brownones.
Number one: Firstly, the way she addressed people to correct their G.A. was downright rude. She was like chopchopchop words. There was no 'Can you please...?' I didn't even hear please.
Number two: She was rude to those who refuse to listen to her. That would only provoke people to be even ruder and more persistent.
Downright bitch. All in the name of 'doing your duty', she forgot how to be nice.
Prefects are supposed to be pleasant people who don't mind doing their work. They are not supposed to be rude to people no matter how stubborn these people might be. If she had been nicer, I would have cut my nails even if I didn't want to.
I have a strict believe that nails should never be too short. It not only is painful but extremely unhealthy. Any doctor can tell you that. The above conversation is only part of what I remember since this was written pretty late.
My respect towards prefects have dropped since I no longer was one but I still gave them respect and obeyed what they asked me to do as long as they were courteous and polite and said it with a smile as well as pure dedication unlike my previous G.P. who looked so annoyed with us that I barely bothered to clip my fringe as she told me to. I just shoved it aside and she moved on. She what an example of an ugly --- prefect
So is the K who is another example of an ugly --- prefect.
So I bid to all --- prefects, please correct your ways in bugging us. It would make us obey discipline more.
Instead of bugging us with that stupid voice like that stupid Bacteria bitch does, speak to us nicely and we would happily comply.
Lynxoxo