No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

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unexpressed wishes; dreaming of that day

Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 6:40 AM

unexpressed wishes; dreaming of that day
Can you guess what that day is?
I'll give you some thinking space.

Enough thinking space?
I think that should be sufficient...
If you guessed
A) The day I'll be married
B) The day I snag a boyfriend
C) The day I get kids
D) The day my book will be published
You are absolutely wrong. Wahahahahahaha!
This dream is the most far-fetched dream I will ever have. And I'm praying that it will come true. If this dream comes true, it will even top the dream to have my own book published and loved by millions. I think I'd cry if I ever get to achieve this dream.
Guess what it is?

Okay fine. Making you guess won't make a difference since this is a very very very very secret dream. But I do enjoy the empty spaces. Makes you frustrated, doesn't it? It is a dream that I have never ever told anyone about and now since I'm back to blogging mood but have nothing to blog about, this shall be my topic of the day.
It's a dream that I've been harbouring for quite some time and you could call it my dirty little secret since even my Bffs don't know about it.
This dream is my most extravagant dream and one that I pray that will come true. I can actually even imagine it already.
It's to become the first girl group of Johnny's Entertainment and perform in Tokyo Dome.
Yes, yes. I know that it would never happen but I will do anything in my power to make it come true.
I would do anything except whore and lose my life to become the first girl group of Johnny's Entertainment. Moreover, a girl group without any Japanese blood to become part of JE.
It would not only give me an opportunity to meet with KAT-TUN, Arashi, Hey!Say!JUMp etc. but it would also allow me to do something that I truly love.
Of course, I wouldn't be one. A five member group that would be truly dedicated to Japanese music and would love to be part of it.
Why I would want to perform in Tokyo Dome is because of the awesome facilities and the awesome-ness of the technology. The stage is super generous and is so vast that you can actually run a few rounds of my school field and that would be the equivalent. And the stage-technology makes me nosebleed. Go watch videos where stars perform in Tokyo Dome. Japanese stars would do best.
No, I'm not trying to make you like them. I'm asking you to go drool over the stage technology. You'd have died and gone to stage heaven.
Also, I want to perform in Tokyo Dome because not only is it highly prestigious, I want to sweat buckets just like my Jappy idorus. It's so awesome to sweat buckets and hear the crowd cheer and sing your songs. When you sweat, you know your work is paying off. And to hear the crowd is exhilaration.
I guess I'm narcisstic. I love that part of me though.
Best part is that I get awesome status and I get to meet my idorus and have them as my sempais.
Also, I WILL DEFINETELY SING JAPANESE LYRICS! No Malay musics...Gross. It hurts my heart to sing it.
Lyn hopes her dreams will come true.
Lynxoxo