No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

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286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

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A few words would be nice. :D

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before I forget...
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as promised
swirls, twirls and whirls?
fantasy of the day
of sleepy eyes and the dropping pen
because you had my heart in handcuffs the moment I...
oh, stupid me

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adrenaline rushing through my veins; another sleepless night

Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 3:00 AM

adrenaline rushing through my veins; another sleepless night

I won't be able to sleep again tonight. It would be the cause of too much adrenaline racing through my bloodstream at the excitement and nervousness of returning to the Outward Bound School of Malaysia, Lumut for my second year there.
Yet, I'm wondering. If I don't sleep enough tonight, how am I going to be awake Monday morning at six a.m. for morning exercise when my body has already begun adjusting to waking up at a much later hour.
Already, as I type this, I'm yawning like I haven't slept in days and my body is crying out to be put to sleep but my brain wouldn't allow me to. The last time I went, I only slept for four hours being so excited.
But I'm afraid that when I go there, I won't be able to do the activities again just like I did the last time. I clamped up with fear and refused to do it. (Well, most of us girls did anyway) I was angry at myself that time for not doing it but even if I had forced myself to do it, my body wouldn't have co-operated and I would have had a nervous breakdown and I would have thrown up.
Yet, I'm excited to be mixing with participants from other countries. I'm not sure which country we'll be mixing with this year or if we're going to be mixing with a bunch of them. They're mostly from Singapore and Brunei, I guess.
What I find the scariest is how I'm going to survive ten days without my fangirling-ness. If there was a participant who was as crazy over JE idols as I was, I doubt I'd be so bored but if there wasn't and there was only Korean crazy girls, I might just be deprived of my fangirling.

SM!
I hope you're happy to hear that I won't be fangirling but you won't be around to experience it. =P

Ten days. Ten days till I return to my iPod and fandom. Until then, I'll just have to be content with dreams of them. For my PMR present, I don't care, I'm buying JShop Pictures.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo