No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

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286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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you put handcuffs on my heart; captive forever
just to provide some life
when the beauty of words fails
if wishes were fishes...

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of sleepy eyes and the dropping pen

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 3:38 AM

of sleepy eyes and the dropping pen

He doesn't realise when I flirt and it hurts that he chose her

The five-day break has started to get to my brain. There's nothing to do except watch the telly, use the computer, read, eat and all the other daily necessities. It's like really lifeless.
At least during the year end break, I have camp and I go for all kinds of activites, especially swimming training but now, I'm just sitting at home and getting fat as well as screaming at my dog to get down the stairs.
At the moment, although I would love to continue writing my novel, I'm forced to divide my time between writing the novel and completing the Hey! Say! JUMP fanfiction which I'm entering for a competition.
Oh, wish me luck.
I'm procrastinating. I need to complete my Xiaolin Showdown fanfiction that my fans are begging me to complete but although it sounds cliched, I'm suffering from writer's block and also, my interests have strayed from that direction already.
I'm no longer very into writing Xiaolin Showdown fanfictions or fanfictions of other animes/shows/books any longer. It's tough, ne.
But, I have to do it. Just to please loads of people and get it off my conscience.
So, explains the sleepy eyes and dropping pen.
My writing's not going very well and if I want to succeed, I have to force myself to throw myself into work and never come out.
Well, the computer and the telly aren't much of help. The computer calls my name while the telly just sits there.
I should be able to write since I don't have much to read at the moment.

My writer's block is so strong that I can't even find something sensible to blog about.

At the moment, I've fallen in love with Super Junior but not as hard as I've fallen for NewS.
Funny thing, while I'm a SuJu fan, my sister has turned to DBSK.
And we took an oath to never stray from the love of the Japanese boys.
Oh well, all things pretty cannot be resisted.

I should start getting back to drawing since it gives me another form of expression though my drawing only limits to drawing clothing.
I'm not good with body features nor facial features.
While trying to draw anime, it will look like a cartoon.
So officially, I've stopped my anime drawings and turned to my writing and designing my JE-styled line that I hope to cater to Johnny'sEntertainment's needs.
It would be a dream to design clothes specially for Hey! Say! JUMP or even NewS.

And for the SEWO party.
Yes. Now that's another thing. Originally, I would have danced on my own but now I'm dancing with Lydia so I have to be fair to her and let her choose the other song. I've settled on Your Seed by Hey! Say! JUMP, Naichau Kamo by Morning Musume and It's You by Super Junior.
All have excellent dance moves. While Naichau Kamo has real feminine moves and It's You have the pop-melody dance, Your Seed has kungfu like moves.
I've been wanting to perform Your Seed for ages though so that's the top of my list.
I can't wait to perform though. I've missed the stage.
I haven't performed ever since I graduated from Standard 6.
Unless you count the stuuupid prefect singing nonsense. Gah. Those were terrible moments.
And also cheerleading which wasn't a very nice performing experience since our team was ruined due to that WOMAN.
Even though you're supposed to enjoy cheerleading, having seniors interfere and direct you with your captain yelling at you for being terrible when she hasn't taught us properly turned the cheer experience into a terrible one.
Not to mention, our cheer costume was like crap.
Gah.
Lycra. Who thought of such an idea?
It was like see-through and filmy and thin.
The worst part was our captain.
=P

Muchloveandappreciation,
Lynxoxo

I don't want a boyfriend but I want him to notice me as more than the girl whose friend he likes