*With a swish and a flick, behold a magic trick
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The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations


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Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
Discover where else she speaks her mind
Twitter: @theivorykeys
Facebook: Shern Lyn Khuan
Email: Contact either TorFB for details. (;


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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
White skinnies (:
A pet. Definetely
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
A red and black checkered scarf
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
A Japanese dictionary
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

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Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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Runaway
Infatuated<3
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Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

By post:
oh, stupid me
a campaign of hope; dokidoki at the thought of it
dokidoki went bunbunbun; useless tears
sleepiness catching up; struggling to study
an example
you put handcuffs on my heart; captive forever
just to provide some life
when the beauty of words fails
if wishes were fishes...
a whole bunch of frustration

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because you had my heart in handcuffs the moment I met you
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 6:59 AM
because you had my heart in handcuffs the moment I met you
A woman's heart is an eternal puzzle yet you've just unlocked mine
Circumstances have called for me to do another post on them.
Contrary to popular belief, I never fell in love with NewS the first time I saw them. At that moment, I was actually more in love with Hey! Say! JUMP so I didn't really care for NewS while my sister fell in love with them because of Koyama Keiichiro.
NewS when I decided to pick up where I had left off with watching their Summertime video.
As my NewS knowledge went, I was only aware that Yamashita Tomohisa a.k.a. YamaPi existed as I was a giant fan of Nobuta wo Produce because of Kamenashi Kazuya which prompted me to watch the drama which introduced me to YamaPi.
So, you could say that the first member of NewS that I fell in love with was YamaPi but at that moment, I was only amazed by the way he managed to carry off the character of Akira eventhough he really doesn't act like that in real life. And his signature 'Kon-kon'.
So, eventhough I saw YamaPi first and had admiration for him.
My first NewS love is the one and only Masuda Takahisa.
Yes and for what reason I fell in love with him? His voice. Even when I decided to pick NewS up again, I didn't really just drop head-over-heels for them.
It took me some time to fall in love with them. It was a if they were best friends turned boyfriend. It was friendly, normal relationship and like how you fall in love with your best friends, I just did. I don't know how but I just did.
I know that I only fell in love with Massu-chan when I watched the Never Ending Wonderful Concert on YouTube and that was after I watched the Pacific Concert. The Never Ending Wonderful Concert comes first so I never really actually liked him then.
And I've got the most ridiculous reason as to why I'm in love with him. Firstly, I fell in love with his voice.
I hated Massu-chan at first, can you believe that?
I hated him for he sang in a high-pitched tone that I didn't like but when he spoke, it was so extremely deep that I fell instantly.
If a guy ever needs to impress me, his voice has to do it. It has to be deep and husky. (Yuu-chan's voice is on the way to being deep plus it's already husky)
His second point is his hair. I love his hair then I love his hair now. In fact, I love it even more now compared to then though I did rant and get upset when he cut it for Rescue.
His hair now makes him look absolutely mature whereas previously, he looked like a little kid which is also awesome but I prefer it now.
And, gawsh. Have you seen him shirtless? That freeking body of his is so perfect that I have nightmares about it. It's so toned with washboard abs and six-pecs. Gaaah!
He's the only one who's not skinny in NewS but no, as I mentioned, this is not the reason I fell in love with him.
I also enjoy his bluntness and his blurrness which makes me love him so much.
And for so many other reasons that my heart has yet to uncover

Also, I'm in love with everyone in NewS but Nishikido Ryo. Reason being I just don't feel anything for him eventhough he is exceptionally beautiful and real cute. Yeah. I really have no feelings for Ryo.

Previously, I used to not like Tegoshi Yuya either but right now, I'm also head-over-heels in love with that perverted prince. Gah.
He's so pervy that it's hawt but so beautifully genuine at the same time.
His laugh is so genuine that my heart thumps faster whenever he does so. And when his smile is so sweet and innocent yet filled with promises of something more.
Not to mention the amount of the most adorable spread of moles ever.
I know, I sound weird but well, that's what happens.
I'm also pretty much in love with Shige and double K but I can't say anything about double K for my sister is head over heels in love with him and I don't want her to know that I'm in love with him.
I'm too lazy to blog about Shige so yeah.
Tegomass. My new love.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo