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The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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dokidoki went bunbunbun; useless tears

Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 12:12 AM

dokidoki went bunbunbun; useless tears

If you follow my twitter, you should already know. My FaceBooks says so too.
My poor heart is broken.
By someone who barely knows I exist.
Darling Yamashita Tomohisa, fondly known by fans as YamaPi is now dating a half Japanese-half Canadian model by the name of Kagami Seira.
Turns out, they've been dating for three months since the start of the summer and have been introduced to each other by a friend.
When I first saw the video on YT, I thought it was some joke, some sketch or something like that. Turns out, it's friggin real. And if it weren't for the fact that I was surrounded by people, I would have cried on the spot.
Even now, thinking about it, my heart still hurts.
But I can't do anything but be happy for them and hope that she doesn't do anything to hurt him.
If she did, the world's population of YamaPi fangirls would massacre her, including yours truly.
And I do hope that she's not with him and him with her for publicity. That would make me extremely happy but also at the same time, really mad.
It's said that she's real nice and charismatic and have confided in female staff about happy things between them.
It isn't proper for fangirls who have never been involved in any of these things to not wish for their happiness since we're way out of their world and instead, be real made at YamaPi for falling in love.
I only pray for their happiness and that YamaPi would continue to be single. ^^ I didn't say that I didn't want him to be single.
I only wished that it wasn't a model. I would have much preferred singer or actor but I especially despise people who date models.
I would have much preferred if he dated a high school sweetheart or a normal, average, everyday female. It would make him more human.
Sigh.
I still hurt and tear a little each time I think of it.
At least I still have my pig-headed, silky-haired sweetheart and my doublelove of KS. I used to have four NewS crushes but now that he's not available, I'll have to settle for three.

Oh! Who am I kidding? I'm still in love with YamaPi though he is eons out of my league and nine years older.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo