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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
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• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
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• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
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• Understand and speak fluent Korean
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waving a white flag; mosquitoes and tanabata

Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 1:07 AM

waving a white flag; mosquitoes and tanabata

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ooooooh! I so want to blog but I've got nothing to blog about.
I want to suspend but people are asking me not to.
Decisions. Decisions.
I might wave a white flag and give in to not suspending but on the other hand, I'm sick of staring at the lifeless blog of mine and the ever dead tagboard.
And also, I have yet to finish my studies for the PMR Examinations.
I have less than a month to finish studying for trials and I'm only halfway through the Form 2 History textbook. And that's the only thing I've studied.
Nothing else.
I might be able to make it for the real examination but not the trials.
And I do want to score on my trials and secure my 7As...
Tons of benefits come along with this year's magical number of 7.
And they say 9 is THE magical number. =='
But darn it! I can't go to Singapore but neither can I return to Japan.
One is because I've been before and it's too expensive and the other is because well, my parents don't want me going on my own without them.
Part of why I would like to return is to buy JE items.
Especially NewS' Color album...Sigh.
It's extremely expensive to buy it online.

Spurred by Tegomass' Tanabata Matsuri, I think I'm going to celebrate Tanabata Matsuri on my own.
Get coloured paper, write out my wish and then hang it on my window.
I can't get bamboo though. Where the hell do you expect me to get bamboo?
Anyone else wish to celebrate it, you can simply do this by getting coloured paper
Cut it into a rectangular strip and write your wish on it.
Punch a hole through the top and then string it up.
Ta-da!
It's on the twenty-sixth of August this year.
Next month.
I already know what I'm going to wish for this year.
I think you can make as many wishes as you want.
I doubt any of them would come true just by hanging up these wishes. You'd have to work for it. So, this is just part of tradition and for fun.

I've been meaning to buy either Nakayama Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow/NYC - Akuma na Koi/NYC or Tegomass - Tanabata Matsuri online but I doubt my mommy would pay for it.
I've got about RM40 in my JE fund and both singles cost about RM40 something. Much cheaper than ordering it from a local CD store and then they cost you a bomb for it. Like my NewS - Summertime single which cost me RM70...
I don't really know if I should get it.
My mom absolutely refuses to use her credit card to buy me stuff off the Internet eventhough I'm going to pay her back.
And, I've been dying for a yukata. I can pay for them on my own but sadly, they don't accept Cash on Delivery. They only accept bank cheques. CIMB Bank.
How do you expect me to bank in cheques at 15?
Would anyone want to bank in and pay for me?
I'd pay you back.
Whatever!
I'd probably just have to wait till I've got a bank account. Which will be such a long way ahead.
I want a yukata now! To cosplay in.
A white one. With pink flowers.
Anyone willing to sell or can locate one for me?
I'd pay you back in full but please don't cheat me.

That's it for the moment. Till I receive more inspiration.
Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo

~Watching Tegomass behind the scenes filming Tanabata Matsuri. Watching my baby get attacked by mosquitoes~