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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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heartbreakings tales of love; the beauty of words
sniffing in delight; a craving to bake cupcakes
a little happiness to go round; shockingly staring
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craving the unattainable; two-timing two gorgeous boys

Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 8:04 AM

craving the unattainable; two-timing two gorgeous boys

They'd understand the need for me to two-time

Contents:
Not understandable

I'm not going to repost the two previous posts. I'm too lazy to recall DaiCon moments and the post before this is going to be part of this one.
I shall begin with saying:

I am going to marry Nakayama Yuma and Nakajima Yuto.

And yes, I have officially accepted Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow.
It could be due to the fact that besides loving Nakajima Kento and Kikuchi Fuma, I've also fallen for Nakayama Yuma, which I'm sure I have mentioned multiple times already.
Still, there are those who cannot accept Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow
I shall not condemn those people by saying "Why are you so lame? Can't you see that they are so awesome?" and so on and so forth.
It's their right to like who they want
But I shall state why I am so in love with NYC Boys and Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow

Partially, it is due to the fact that Nakayama Yuma looks exceptionally beautiful in NYC Boys' PV and that I've listened so much to Akuma na Koi by Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow that I've forgotten to enjoy Nakayama's beauty and instead have fallen in love with the group through their only single.
It is also quite due to the happiness that they are showing, portrayed through the PVs. I can hardly judge by the makings for the making for NYC (Sky High) by NYC Boys shows more of the three main: Nakayama Yuma, Yamada Ryosuke, Chinen Yuuri then the other four: Nakajima Kento, Kikuchi Fuma, Koichi Yugo and Matsumura Hokuta so we really don't get to see how well they are bonding.
Needless to say, Nakajima and Kikuchi should be pretty close right now for they've acted in Scrap Teacher together and they've been with Matsumura for some time already.
I haven't seen the making for Akuma na Koi by Yuma w/ B.I.Shadow so I can't judge how much member ai they have.
As quoted by newshfan of www.newshfan.livejournal.com: "It's like the first ever Hey! Say! JUMP makings where no one has much to say."
You can't really blame them, can you?
They been shoved together at such a quick pace that they barely have time to bond and get to know each other unlike the now HSJ makings when they have been together since two years ago and have really developed member ai.
And, while people are complaining that B.I. Shadow has lost it's identity by being the shadows of Nakayama Yuma and I'm not going to deny that I haven't done it. Yes, I was one of those who complained but once I watched them extremely closely, I realise that they aren't so bad a group.
It isn't their fault that they got stuck together. Johnny-san stuck them together to make money. I don't think they asked to be joined together. And it isn't their fault either that Johnny-san stuck Nakayama Yuma in the spotlight. He didn't ask for it. Maybe he's got extreme talent. We can't tell for we don't belong in the Johnny's company. We can't know what's going on behind the scenes.
I guess we've just got to accept the fact that Nakayama is in the spotlight, they've already debuted and that our favourite B.I.Shadow boys have finally debuted after an age of waiting.
And although at times, Nakayama Yuma returns to Mr. Creepy-Smile mode when he photoshoots, you can't deny that he loooks extremely beautiful and natural when he's on film.
And our B.I. Shadow boys don't get enough spotlight.
We'll just have to accept that fact.
After all, they've already debuted.
And I'm sure that these five are going to go extreme heights in the future.
And when I'm 27, I'll be married to Nakayama Yuma.
Let's pray that he's still not a scaredy-cat at that age.
I've added a new obsession to my list of already obsessions.
And it'll increase with time.
But when I'm 23, I'd probably not be able to fangirl over the 16-year-old Johnny's that might debut at that time. I might like their music but fangirl-ing over them is extremely wrong. It's like pedophile work.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo