No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Twitter: @theivorykeys
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

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snippet of the day
speaking a thousand words
never letting go; mere four hours
addicted forever; never ending wonderful story
wasting my days away; the puppy's happy
obsession; dokidoki
aching heels and toes; was worth the walk
moving again; please do relink
growing pains; the evidence clearly seen

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fore-warning; a j.e.dream?

Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 7:48 AM

fore-warning; a j.e. dream?

ecstatic at being told thank you by a total stranger :)

Once school starts, updates won't be absolutely frequent since I'm going to spend a lot of my time seriously studying.
And I'm not going to procrastinate and allow the computer to tempt me away.
I'll make checks on tagboard everyday and update when I can but hopefully, I can concentrate real hard on goddamned studying for exams.
Why can't I revert to my smart days in primary school before Geography, History and Kemahiran Hidup were ever introduced?
And I need to train myself to wake up early everyday.
It's going to be a pain in the ass and absolutely difficult.
And, completing crappy homework.
I haven't done Geography, Art and Moral.
Geography: I'm too lazy.
Art: Refer to above
Moral: My textbook got confiscated.
So, I procrastinate and make up all kinds of excuses.
And yes, I've used my holidays to write and draw.
Writing: I only did it for the first week and that wasn't much. Without much research and sitting in a freezing room-my dad's office-, it's difficult to write a lot. I did manage to get to a certain part which I had hoped to achieve.
Drawing: A newly discovered pasttime after I put aside drawing anime once my "animes" constantly looked like cartoon characters. ShernLyn has turned to designing. And as many have said: I bet it's easy for you. You're a girl and you're designing girl clothes.
Well, it's not. And no, I do not do female clothing. I did not swear off female clothing but I did promise myself not to unless it's absolutely necessary.
And you might say: Men's clothes are easy too. You design a shirt and bottoms, add a little pattern and then you're done.
Once more, my style of designing isn't easy. Life is easy. But I make it difficult for myself.
I do elaborate Japanese Johnny's Entertainment style. Flamboyant but at the same time, easy on the eyes.
Atm, I'm only taking whatever I see from their performances and matching them to my style though I do retain the originality in them since they're used as examples.
But I am copying the SnowExpress-NewS clothing from their Never Ending Wonderful Story since I fell in love with it.
And there's only one of my designs which give me absolute satisfaction as that was the only one that came deep from my heart and is purely my own design.
And extremely detailed.
I'll upload the designs when I have achieved a certain number of designs.
In the meantime, request for viewing and I'll gladly show you.
Most of you probably won't know why I suddenly started designing. My motives are for me to know and for you to find out.
It's easy.
Any one can figure it out.
They'll get me closer to my teenager's dream in the future.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo

~She received love on a YouTube video for loving someone's videos. I do love her videos~

A little eye-candy:

KoyaShige bit of sexiness