No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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sinfully dreaming; a whole bunch of bare flesh
the beginning of an end;official enough?
am back for freaking good; finally in bliss
another burst of shortness; bliss is unattainable
still a little frustration; bear it
no time for creative titles
dancing for all to see; waking up in vegas
frustrated; in blissbliss-land

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growing pains; the evidence clearly seen

Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 8:05 AM

growing pains; the evidence clearly seen

If only time would slow so we could all enjoy life as it truly should

Monsters vs Aliens was entertaining and a laugh
Yet, I could barely enjoy it as it really should be enjoyed.
It was a fast moving show and as I said, entertaining
Yet, there was something in me that didn't really grasp the moment.
When I should have laughed, I didn't
But when the whole cinema was quiet, I laughed at the subtle meanings in the words that no one else saw.
Could it be that we are growing up so fast that we can barely enjoy the things that we used to when we were little?
I used to love these animated movies.
Whenever Monsters Inc. or The Incredibles show on Disney Channel, I would fight to watch it and I still laugh at it no matter what.
Then why couldn't I enjoy Monsters vs Aliens like I am supposed to?
Is it because the story is too simple and predictable and the animators didn't do a very good job with it?
Is it because the older animated shows have better story quality than the newer ones?
Is it because I prefer the oldies which I grew up with to the newbies?
I can't really put my finger on it.
People say that at my age, watching Monsters vs Aliens is "lame" and "childish" but I don't really see that.
The show was not to say hilarious but with good moral values which animated movies usually try to portray through their characters.
When I heard that Monsters vs Aliens came out, I desperately wanted to see it.
And now that I have, it didn't strike me as awesome.
But neither was it booooring.
It was mediocre.
I wasn't fantastic but neither did it bore me to death.
Maybe it's because I am growing up and these shows don't really strike fancy anymore.
But then why?
Do I want to see the Hannah Montana movie so badly?
Okay, maybe because it's like the "new" thing.
But then why would I want to see Ice Age 3: Rise of the Dinosaurs.
But well, I think my discomfort in watching Monsters vs Aliens could be due to the 3D glasses which after staring through them for approximately an hour and a half, it gave me headache.
Without the glasses would be better but then you'll be seeing double images.
I really can't put my finger on it.
These days, you don't really find teenagers enjoying their childhood like they should.
We're not adults but neither are we children
But the age that we are in is still classified under childhood.
Most of us grow up extremely fast due to parental pressure and also the traits that we were born with.
We just don't slow down.
It's nowadays hard for me to find someone at the age of fourteen going on fifteen or fifteen who enjoys watching Phineas and Ferb, Ben 10 or even those shows on the Disney Preschool Channel. Hell, I still enjoy Barney and Friends.
There aren't many teenagers nowadays who enjoy good cartoons.
Goes to show that we grow up to fast.
Maybe we should slow down and sniff the roses.
Childhood isn't forever. It's only eighteen years of your life.
But adulthood is approximately up till the age of 45+-
Live your childhood as it should be.
It was meant to be enjoyed before adulthood strikes.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo