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The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations


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286 posts from 5 June 2011
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To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
White skinnies (:
A pet. Definetely
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
A red and black checkered scarf
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
A Japanese dictionary
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

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moving again; please do relink
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soaring on imaginary wings; heart-breaking news
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 5:05 AM
enough soaring on imaginary wings; heart-breaking news

Isn't it enough he left but must he be replaced with CreepySmile?

It seriously is heart-breaking. Not for those who read this but to me. B.I. Shadow is debuting in July. Now, you would say: What's so heart-breaking about a group debuting? Shouldn't that be good news?
If you were a giant fan of all things Johnny Jimusho and have been introduced to B.I. Shadow at an early stage, you'd understand why this hurt me so badly and I almost cried.
B.I. Shadow is debuting in July as Nakayama Yuma with B.I. Shadow. That's their goddamned name. Isn't it obvious that Nakayama Yuma would be the focus of the group and that B.I. Shadow will be mere pawns in the game and just be plain old background singers and backup dancers?
Also, Nakayama Yuma was no one before this. He belonged to a Johnny's Juniors group: TOP Kids. Hell, I didn't even know about him before this news hit me today.
And another piece of bad news, Takahata Misaki, my long-time idol of B.I. Shadow has left the group and replaced with a small kid by the name of Kochi Yugo.
And I was in love with Takahata Misaki ever since I watched Scrap Teacher. At least Nakajima Kento (NakaKen) has not left but it isn't very much like B.I. Shadow without Takahata Misaki.
I can't ever see B.I.Shadow without Takahata Misaki (TakaMi). If any of you have ever seen Scrap Teacher~Kyoshi Sensei~, you'd understand why. In the drama, TakaMi, NakaKen and Kikuchi Fuma (KikuFu) make up the previous B.I.Shadow and in Scrap Teacher, they were the bullythreesome of the school.
So you can see why B.I.Shadow loosing TakaMi is such a heartbreak to me.
Whatmore, NakaYuma isn't bad-looking but he has an extremely creepy smile that breaks my heart each time I think that TakaMi would no longer be there.
But I think the reason Johnny's put NakaYuma there is because no matter how much I hate the bias-ness towards him and replacing TakaMi, I can't deny the fact that his voice is extremely beautiful and is extremely low.
Though, I was hoping Morimoto Shintaro would have joined them. It wouldn't be so bad on my heart.
This is what fans of the previous Ya-ya-yah must have felt when the group broke up for Yabu Kota and Yaotome Hikaru to join Hey! Say! JUMP.
As they say, history repeats itself.
Kis-My-Ft2 or ABC-Z should have debuted first.
Oh well, I just got to learn to accept the fact that they are going to be debuting with Mr. CreepySmile, the absence of TakaMi, the focus being on Mr. CreepySmile and NakaKen, KikuFu and the other two being backup dancers and background singers.
Pray and hope for the best.
Their debut single is actually not bad. Akuma no Koi (Evil Romance).
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I was supposed to say a few words on the ScienceMathinEnglish thing but decided against it because I don't want my blog to be monitored by the media and then I get into ISA for saying stuff about the government.
Sounds conceited but I wouldn't risk it.
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Topic switch to wanting to fly. Yeah, I want to be harnessed under the costume with wires attached to the hidden platform above the stage and be lifted up above the crowd and fly.
That's one of my dreams.
Which is linked to my obsession with performing in Tokyo Dome/Yokohama Arena and debuting under Johnny's & Associates.
Flying with the harness above the stage and crowd is so awesome. And the feeling would be just surreal.
You can't do that here in Malaysia.
We might have the technology for it but we don't have the safety for it.
In Japan, you can lift a group of ten people on the wires with two out of the ten doing extremely dangerous spins and twirls hanging from the wires underneath the group of eight.
In Malaysia, if that was done, I can already see the headlines: Japanese pop idol group, Hey! Say! JUMP dies after performance.
Yes, Hey! Say! JUMP did this during one of their performances.
It was just beautiful.
And NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story concert had YamaPi and Tegoshi Yuya flying above the crowd and stage.
I want to fly just like that.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo