No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Twitter: @theivorykeys
Facebook: Shern Lyn Khuan
Email: Contact either TorFB for details. (;

Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

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a blog's a place of privacy; not a place to crack ...
someone gave a special something to a special some...
swimming in chocolate; smexy kamenashi kazuya in d...
dancing to a christmas tune; in spicy March
kimi wo aishiteru; sonna hito koto ga
can't keep up for quite long; not going to try
skinny is ugly: fat is beautiful; ugly is beautifu...
pissed off at tons of things; don't mess when I'm ...
thumpthumpthump; smiley
decisionsdecisions; life is full of them

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a 100 long questions; tagged by darius =)

Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 7:50 AM

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
01. What have you been doing recently?
Reading Sherlock Holmes...Don't say anything
Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Cellphone-less
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
Reading Bound to Flame by Anna Windsor
04. When did you last cry?
Friday. I didn't do 4 questions for Maths Paper 1 when I should haave been able to.
05.Believe in fate/destiny?
A little. I'm not a firm believer in these things.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
The power to study instead of read and go online.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Depends on how heavy the rain is. Most of the time, I just go unprotected.
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
A book and my softtoy doggies I had since I was young. oh yes, and a variety of shirts and pants that I discard everytime I dig my closet for something to wear.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shortyshorts. Dark green. Had them since I was ten. Comfy broken in shorts.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Email or phone?
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No idea. Ask whoever I'm in a relationship with.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Erm, earphones?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Cinema or telly?
14. What are you proud of?
My self-authored books and my piano.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Again, email or phone?
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Last Farewell - Big Bang
17. Do you have any nicknames?
Easy. Shern and Lyn. And some people choose to call me Desiree while only one calls me Yumi.
18. What does you last received text message say?
That was ages ago when I used my mom's phone to text sm.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
I don't really remember. I kind of was talking to my sis when I drifted off to sleep.
20. Are you currently happy?
High on ice-cream.
21. Who gives you best advice?
Not really sure. I rarely ask for advice. I give it. I prefer to fly solo on my problems. Creates less of an issue for the people around me.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I haven't done that in ages. I want to though.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
I seldom use the phone.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Funny, the mosquitoes don't seem to be attacking tonight.
25.What/ Who was the last thing/ person to make you laugh?
Reading something on Wikipedia.
P26. Do you wear toe socks?
I hate them.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
idk.
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah.... =( But I bounced right back up anyway.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Most of them time, it's the way they rarely listen to others and laugh at stuff that they deem funny but is neither sarcasm or humour. Just mean-ness. And the way most people cannot accept their bodies and lament on and on but do nothing about it.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nakajima Yuuto. atm.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
I'm not that sick.
32. What is the colour of your room?
Pink and blue.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Never. I'd rather die first. It also depends on how much a threat that person is to the world. If it's a random person I hate who has done nothing to hurt society, forget it!
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
Three letters: y.e.s. Don't ask why.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
O.O Who do you think would lie in my most intimate place in the world? Dumb question.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Farah Ilyana. I saw her buying 'pisang goreng'. The only SriKL-ian I know who jumps and is excited at seeing me. ahahaha.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Loads of people see mommy but if you're talking abt a lover, I'm saving my first kiss for the time I'm 18.
38. Do you have a life?
*checks* I'm breathing and living.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
This is my favourite question of the whole tag. Sorry to whoever reads this but my opinion has changed. I'll tell you the story in above post but name: En. Mugu.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Zilch. Zero. Nada. Don't see the point in one.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Super Junior. ahahahaha.
42. Last time you smiled?
Today. Just seconds ago.
43. Have you changed this year?
It's too early to tell.
44. What are you listening right now?
One Drop - KAT-TUN
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
Talking as in verbally or texting/msn?
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
Who walks with their eyes closed? and mind you, blinds do not have their eyes closed.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Jumping to my dream...ahahaha. Inside joke. SueLynn understands.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Most of them are Japanese pretty boy celebrities.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes, my piano sayang!
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
The idea that suddenly emo-ed my story and cuased me to delete a whole page of words.
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
If not mistaken, driving home from dinner in Port Klang.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Single and happy!
53. What song best describe your love life?
eh...not really sure...I know! Seishun Amigo - Shujii to Akira. A song abt friendship.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
=.= O.oo Single and happy? Remember?
55. Who always make you laugh?
My darlings.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Definetely BM, speaking since I was a kid. (to those who do not reside in M'sia, it's taught since we were kids) Broken Japanese. Cantonese. A little Mandarin.
57. Favourite website(s)?
My blog, Youtube(my source of inspiration)ehehehe.
58. What's your middle name?
Shern! Not counting my self-appointed English name of Desiree.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Sleep, read Sherlock Holmes, force myself to study Sejarah and go online besides the basic needs of life.
60. What do you think you are like?
What kind of question is this? *interpretswithconfusion* emmm, I'm like a dumbblonde with brains. I'm noisy, loud and irritating but I can be quiet and reclusive at times. And I don't give a damn about my beauty!
61. Who will you choose to die with?
I don't choose to let anyone's life end because mine did...
62. Where have you been today?
At home, bathroom, living room, kitchen, bed room, toilet...Whereelse?
63. What game do you play often?
I'm not that social.
64. Who are you missing right now?
I don't think there is anyone I'm missing.
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
Definetely my friends. Ignore the statement of 'friends come and go but love will last forever'. Yes, love does. Love among friends. ^.^
66. What are you doing right now?
Typing. Doing this tag. Listening to KAT-TUN over and over again.
67. Which primary school are you from?
Sekolah Rendah Sri Kuala Lumpur.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black. Red. Pink.
69. What emotion you like to show?
Happy. It's always there.
70. What is your life to you?
Something to be appreciated.
71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Try to solve it before taking it to someone I trust(suelynn)as a last resort.
72 Who did you last chat in msn today?
Darius. ahahaha.
73. Who do you admire most?
Noone.
74. Which month are you born in?
May baby!
75. How are you feeling right now?
Sleepy and alert at the same time.
76. What time now?
11.46PM
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I'm not close but what I can tell with my non-existant skills of deduction, he's an awesomely good guy. Sweettoo. hilarious at moments(though that's only in my pov). idk what else...sorry, darius.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I haven't tried dye-ing my hair yet.
79. Why are you doing this test?
Test or tag?
80. What do you do when you're moody?
Pianoplaying and keep very,very,very quiet and refuse to speak.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
26/27.
82. Who is more important to you?
Ican'tsayrightnow.
83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
Buy a ticket to Japan and then die under a sakura tree.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
I trust quite many but I would have to say Sue Lynn. She knows almost all my family stuff.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I don't believe. I know it's true. It's science, silly.
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
Publish my first book at the end of this year and be adopted as either Kame/Akanishi's sister.
87. What is your goal for this year?
7A's(duh) and a published book.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Noideaatm.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Extreme happiness.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yes and I'm doing everything I can to lessen it but my family's not cooperating. They refuse to do EarthHour. T.T
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
Being insulted to a very emotional level.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
veerymuch. But most I've known take advantage of my loyalty.
93. Do you believe in God?
Notrightnow.Most people will hate me for saying this but well, I don't believe. Not till something is proved. Atheist.
94. Who cares for you most?
My famfam and I guess my sayangs. Do you, sayangs?
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
the love of someone who cares for you in the most intimate way. (ntalover, btw)
96. What will you bring when you fight?
my wrath. ahahahaha.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Being with 'him' for six months.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Depression.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
eternal hatred and resentment.
100. How do you feel now?
Sleepy and happy.
I tagged :
Most people are lazy to do tags and since sm's blog is poof, I don't know who else to tag.