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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
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• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
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• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
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a blog's a place of privacy; not a place to crack down on student hating teachers

Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 12:43 AM

Since Ginny always covers my posts, for once, I'm going to cover hers.
Firstly, darls, know that I sayang you and don't give a shit about what those damn school freaks say. It's our right to say what we want and they have no reason to give you counselling just because they didn't like what they saw on your blog. Don't let them manipulate you into thinking that you were wrong for saying those things and generally let them manipulate you into thinking that there is something wrong with you and that you shouldn't say those things no matter what the situation. You should just be humble and quietly be good.
Yeah, fine. In front of them school jacks, you obviously shut up and show some respect but whatever that is not said to their faces is none of their concern.
Oh yes, if anyone who read whatever is here bothers to print it out and show to anyone of those goddamned teachers, I will go on a rampage and find out who did that to me and why would you bother...Fair warning, I will do it. You want to read my blog, fine. But whatever in my blog remains here.
Firstly, if any teachers bother to read this blog...
Why would you care about whatever we say here when it isn't said to your face. You should know that students do not like you so do not expect to have posts full of praise. Blogs are a place for us to release our anger and our emotions. It is not a place for teachers to hunt down those who merely are angry and expressing our emotions to try to humble them into apologizing. That is an act of manipulation and can lead to a great many unpleasant things.
Secondly, again to teachers. Why are you so nosy till you have to nose into our blogs where our privacy lays and then drag us for counselling just because of a few words here that you do not seem fit to be put to your name. Hmmm? Is it because you are afraid that the world will see what a terrible teacher you are and how you treat your students? Is it because you feel ashamed of the things that you have done and are angry at the student for writing out those things and you can't own up to whatever you have done which made the student angry? Is it because you don't like us?
I would very much like to print out this post and toss it around school. This will teach the teachers a lesson to respect privacy. Whatever Ginny wrote on her blog wasn't meant for teachers to read and if they do, that is up to them to read it. No one is forcing them to read and if you do, then shut the fuck up about it. There's no need to make students cry and manipulate them. That is a sick and cruel thing to do.
Blogs are like online diaries with less private secrets. Why are all teachers nosy? Even back in Sri KL, the teachers have done the same thing. Crack down on those blogs that write mean things about them and then punish the student and question them on why they wrote those things.
Blogs have nothing to do with school and therefore can be written with whatever is wished and there is no need for the teacher to call out the student and have him/her punished for expressing their emotions. Students are always told to express themselves. In what way do you want them to express themselves? No student can express themselves through their school work. Not even essays or compositions. We as teenagers find other alternatives to express ourselves where someone can see it. Diaries have grown out and blogs are another form of diaries.
Again to teachers. Can you not understand why the students do it? If you are in the students shoes, admit it. You would have done the same thing. Don't say that you would never have done such a thing. Think back to the times when you were studying in school and teachers angered you. Wouldn't you have gone home and written it down in your diary or complained about the situation to someone? It is the same situation here.
Just because you are adults, doesn't mean that we will think like you...Face the facts. There have been many points in your adult life that you have felt exactly like Ginny had and you had ranted and screamed and cried obscenities that would have deafened the world. You might not use the more modern words of 'fuck' or 'bitchy' but you would have used 'bullshit', 'crap', 'goddamned', 'shit'.
No one in this world is perfect and free from emotions. Those teachers that Ginny and I have ranted about on our blog would have felt these emotions throughout their lives. In fact, they might have just had these emotions very recently. Maybe even an hour ago. Five seconds ago.
Teachers, do not think that just because we say those things about you in ONE post means we do not have respect for you. You do not inspire us to give respect to you. If you want respect, then you earn it. It's a very simple situation. You want something, earn it...
Like the discipline teachers. Just because you are a discipline teacher, doesn't mean you have to be shouty and screamy and always cranky just because we aren't in excellent discipline. There are some cases where students are just stubborn. As a prefect, I have learnt how to deal with these people. They cannot be forced into anything. Using the bugging voice or an angry tone on them will just make them more resistant. It is the same with teachers. You do not need to raise your voice to reprimand or scold us. Raising your voice will only add to our annoyance and our resistance. Speak nicely and gently and we will gladly comply.
It is a psychological theory. People in general like to be told things nicely and according to the psychological theory, we are more likely to do something when told nicely and show no resistance. If teachers were like that, there wouldn't be students resisting and fighting back. Take those nice teachers in school for example, students love them in general and wouldn't mind taking their problems to them. The scary teachers and scold-y teachers on the other hand, well, let's say we'll avoid them like the plague.
Lynxoxo