No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

By post:
retain the originality; there is a choice
in the limelight; newer horizons
sighing in relief; the first scare is almost over
let me hold and love you; nii-san!
dokidoki at the sight of you; a new horizon
daisuki desu; let's aim for the stars
miso soup; still my sweetest drug
touches of rebellion; a new beginning
strongest addiction; don't you ever stop
ahemahemahem; a little something to ponder over

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fretting once more; eager to be done with all of uselessness

Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 4:26 AM

fretting once more; eager to be done with all of uselessness

The rest of the world awaits

So, hantared Sejarah folio today. The last of my worries.
What's bad was that when I came to school, I realised that I had left out a major part of my folio which is the interview parts. aaaaah!

Went and photocopied them but aaaah!

Bryan, our V.I. informant's name wasn't in my Kaedah and Penghargaan..

Why?

Because in the first place, i didn't want to put his name there since I did not have the interview.

So smart, the rest took from SM and my brother was using the computer when she was online so I didn't get a chance to ask from her.

Darn it.

In the end, after much regretting and not wanting to let go of my folio since I was very uncertain about unfinished parts, Sue Lynn snatched it out of my hand and gave it to Sherwin.

End of half of my worries.

The next segment of worries is the grading that I will get.

I'm so afraid that I might score a B.

I don't want to score a B.

That would automatically kill my chances of getting an A no matter how much I study.

*runsaroundlikelostpuppysquealingaboutnotgettinganA*

I'm hoping with all my heart that I do not get a B.

And well, today I've finally done my PLBS.

After so long of waiting.

If you all have heard my PLBS, most of you would know that it wasn't my original script.

My original was on H!S!Jump!

The purpose of me using that particular script that had nothing to do with any chapter in the book save for Chapter 4 which also has nothing much to do with it...was...

To see the scorn and hatred and annoyance on HER face

When teacher suddenly called my name out, I was devastated.

The darn woman wasn't in class, helping out some TEACHER.

IandSM were so disappointed.

The reason I chose to do that particular PLBS was because I knew that she would look at me and roll her eyes in complete hatred.

Sadly, the chance that I had was gone.

Well, as Karen says, if it isn't meant to be, it isn't meant to be.

Something else worse will come my way eventually.

At least I'm over and done with my PLBS.

Now time to go an study.

Supposed to be studying at the moment but am downloading a file that takes more than an hour so I'm waiting.

It's a NewS Shounen Club 090503 which is yesterday's episode.

Couldn't understand a damned thing on the telly so decided to go scout for it on Youtube.

Sadly, it's not there but my favourite subber has finally put it up.

Hopefully, I manage to ace finals at the same time. With all those folios and lacking in studies, I wonder how anyone has anytime to even look at the textbook and self study.

The teachers have no real timing and they throw everything to us so that they don't have more time later. Goes to show that they are freeeking lazy.

And I can't believe we don't have trials.

Back in primary school, I had a whole month of trials that I studied everyday and couldn't dream.
When I don't dream means I'm super exhausted.

Without trials, I've no idea how I'm going ace my tests.

Muchappreciationandlove,
Lynxoxo