No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

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so many bands; too many pretty boys
indulgence is a sin?; one that I practise
crying tears of gratitude
be still my aching beating heart
what seems like a matter of months is down to mere...
Ripped a Tag From Amanda Hong
jumping to my dream setsunai kono kokoro de
soon to be wallowing in pain
watashi wa maboroshi no Lady
spoiled in what sense

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something I found on my Friendster bulletin board

Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 3:41 AM

1. Ever kissed a Joe, Kevin or Nick?
Nope.
2. Do you tend to fall for players?
Kind of.
3. Will you have a boyfriend in 2 months?
Don't plan on having one for the next two or so years.
4. Do you always find it cute when boys call you babe/baby?
No, I find it degrading especially when they do it gangster style. Urgh!
5. Has a boy ever complimented your hair?
I think so.
6. What would you do if a cute boy wrote a song for you?
If it was Yamada Ryosuke, I would faint on the spot. If it was just a guy I knew, I'd be absolutely grateful and touched.
7. Has a boy ever asked your best friend about you?
:P Yup. Haha. And I crushed on him. Yay!
8. Do you like hugs from guys?
Yes. Especially the big bear hugs.
9. Next time you'll kiss a boy?
Errr...
10. Longest you've ever liked a boy?
Three years. YAMADA RYOSUKE!
11. Has a boy ever asked you advice regarding a friend of yours?
Yup. And I crushed on that guy too. T.T
12. Last person you talked on the phone with?
Don't remember.
13. Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
No one. I wasn't in a bad mood today save for the time Mugu entered the class.
14. Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
Idk. Why don't you check my non-existant phone.
15. What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
My mommy.
16. What are your plans for today?
Today's almost over.
17. Where was your default picture taken?
Eh, the upstairs computer area.
18. Do you wish someone would call you right now?
Yeah. I miss .....'s voice.
19. Name something you dislike about the day you're having.
The day I had. Err, moral class? No, I liked that. Surprisingly. Aaah! Yes. The stupid game the prefects had for student ice-breaking.
20. Do you miss someone?
Nope. Not at the moment.
21. If you're being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
a) I'm writing
b) I'm pissed
c) I'm upset
22. When was the last time you cried?
Long time ago. Hehe! No, technically it was a few days ago. I'll leave you to read the blog to find out.
23. Do you have a best friend?
Loads.
24. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Depends on the subject.
25. Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I did mention that I'm not going to have any relationships for some time.
26. Are you happy at the moment?
YESH! Yamada! *sighsdreamily*
27. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Both. After a nap in the noon.
28. Do you want to get married?
Yes. When I feel I'm ready.
29. What were you doing at 1am this morning?
Sleeping. Hehe!
30. You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would you call?
Btw, I don't organise my top friends so I'll just give you the names of those I would call and know would be by my side. ....., Sue Lynn, Sweet Mae. My closest people. Shu Han.
31. Do people underestimate you?
Sometimes. I guess.
32. Where is your biological mother right now?
Cooking in the kitchen.
33. Last person you texted?
Let's check the message log of my invisible phone.
34. What have you eaten today?
Loads of things. Recently finished a packet of Arnott's Shapes.
35. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Read a book.
36. What would you change about your life right now?
Skip PMR and be less of a procrastinator.
37. What do you feel about public display of affection?
Hugs, holding hands and little pecks are nice but full out snogging is just plain disgusting.
38. What's the dumbest thing you have done while driving?
I crashed into a wall. I was driving the baby car.
39. Do you live alone?
No...==' What a dumb question.
40. What was the best year of your life?
2009 HarHar.
41. Do you have any strange phobias?
Yes. I'm afraid of toilets.
42. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an M?
MOMMY!
43. When was the last time you gave advice to someone?
Early today.
44. Do you trust people easily?
Yup. But I'm not THAT gullible.
45. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Unhappy. Happy. Sad. Bored. Annoyed. Angry. me!
46. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
Yup. Who doesn't?
47. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Haha! Yeah. Not pleasant experience. Was on teh way to Avril's concert after school.
48. How is your hair?
Let's question the hair. How are you, Hair? Hair says she's fine.
49. Where were you last night?
At home.
50. One of your wish list items?
Yamada Ryosuke.
51. What is your favorite Color?
Red, Black, Pink, Blue, Green, White, Silver, Platinum
52. Last time you laughed?
In moral class.
53. How many people do you truly trust?
Not many.
54. Do you look more like your mom or dad?
Definetely my mom
55. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Wake up.
56. Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
A sexy combination of both.
57. What makes you laugh?
The list is long.
58. What was the first thing that made you smile today?
Tales of Yamada/HSJ
59. Are you self-conscious?
Quite.
60. What did you do today?
Go to school
Wake up
Study
Eat
Wtv...