No matter the mistake, you'll always shine with glitter

The Narcissist

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Yours truly. 17. Female. Malaysian. Petite. 27th MAY. Single. Maybe available *hinthint* NEWS is her only drug. Absolutely, magically in love with BEAST. Hey! Say! JUMP. SHINee. Super Junior. In that order. Assuntarian. A Harry Potter Twitter Role-Player. Compulsive writer. Lusting for a glance in her direction. Sings like the world is deaf. As genuine as you can get. A self-proclaimed narcissist. Enjoys not having the other half
Love me? Hate me? I'll still be me. Enjoy. Lyn|Avery
Books Pave the Way to Destruction Yet to A Beauty Beyond Imaginations

Her Domain

286 posts from 5 June 2011
Escaping the conforms of society
To stupefy the endless expanse of the universe
Advancing into a world unknown
Please don't RIP Ask permission.
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Her Cravings

• To be any JE member's adopted sister
• My first book published
• To meet NewS
• To meet Hey!Say!JUMP
• To meet Super Junior
• To meet SHINee
• To get signed to SM Entertainment
• A degree in English
• Black skinnies (:
• ~~White skinnies (:~~
• ~~A pet. Definetely~~
• Japanese boy uniform
• To perform a JE song medley
• To perform in Tokyo Dome and get signed to JE
• Another trip to Japan
• Permanent Japanese residence
• A yukata
• ~~A red and black checkered scarf~~
• To cosplay
• My first perfect Japanese bento lunch
• ~~A Japanese dictionary~~
• Understand and speak fluent Japanese
• Understand and speak fluent Korean
• National status as a writer
• A laptop or something similar
Will be updated when fancy strikes

Her One True Loves

MY BRATs TEAM. Alor Star 2011 NewS (Lots of love). Hey! Say! JUMP. Masuda Takahisa. Kato Shigeaki. Pen. Paper. Trees. Yamashita Tomohisa SHINee 3A12009. Super Junior. Nakajima Yuuto. Mathematics. Window shopping. Tegoshi Yuya. Japan! Twilight and Dusk. Kim Jong-Woon Sunset. Beaches. Rain. Stars. Inspiration. Koyama Keiichiro. Colours. Winter. Snow. Winter jackets. Nishikido Ryo.

Runaway

Ramblings&Memories

A few words would be nice. :D

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soon to be wallowing in pain
watashi wa maboroshi no Lady
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death by boredom; assassinated for crapping
let it snow
my im/possible christmas 100 wishlist
making up my mind wasn't that hard

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jumping to my dream setsunai kono kokoro de

Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 2:03 AM

Sometimes I even wonder if my dreams are capable of being reached.
Okay, that was me being negative which I am at the moment.
Firstly: School's beginning and I'm facing the dreaded monster by the name of PMR.
Two: I am erasing half the work that I did during the holidays which was about three whole pages of writing and INK because it was a stupid part that suddenly came into my head at the moment and would make the story/heroine seem rather desperate and would kill my general idea and dream for that story.
Three: My fantasies of performing with JE's Hey! Say! JUMP and KAT-TUN!
The first one, I'd most probably get through if I work hard.
Number two: I need to work the creative wheels of my brain and not regret or think of irrational and impossible ideas.
Three!: I wonder how much Japanese I'll be able to learn and cram study and get my soon-to-be agent to get me an interview with them. Yay! Which is going to be impossible.
Even at the thought of them, my heart's beating frantically. Be still my beating heart.

I love Hey! Say! JUMP
Ryo-chan! Aishiteru!
Ryo-chan's like a girl's fantasy come true. You should see him in my dreams. Beautiful!
And Takaki-kun. Damn, does that guy look like Akanishi Jin?! Sigh.
Chii-chan is kawaii!
Yabu-kun is sexy, sexy hawt hawt! I drool at the sight of him.
Dai-chan! Gawd, if he doesn't make me squeal.
Dream Come True.

You should see Ryo-chan smile. Brightens your day instantly. He never fails to amaze and make me swoon. Dubbed the sexiest 14-year-old at Hey! Say! JUMP's debut concert at the prestigious Tokyo Dome! Squeal!
He is sexiest...LolXD. You should hear his solo songs. Perfume and Asia no Yoru. Hear the lyrics and it'll make you fall in love. Makes you wonder what the hell a fifteen year old is going, singing lyrics meant for someone older. Adds to his sex appeal.
It also could be the fact that JE is sometimes bias. The hottest one gets to sing the most lines in a group song and you get my drift.
Shit...oooooh What wouldn't I give to ever meet Hey! Say! JUMP?
I wish they'd dropped by the homeland...Dream Come True.
I have a story based on the lyrics of Asia no Yoru that is currently in the process of being written. Gawd, the lyrics are so sexy.
Haha! Freaking fangirl post.
Too bad their CD's not available in Malaysia and their songs are super hard to discover on Limewire except for their hit singles. YouTube refuses to load their concert videos properly so I'm stuck refreshing and refreshing the page until the video loads fully. Argh!
If I ever get the chance to go to Japan which I'm hoping I will and I'm hoping I get to go to Tokyo, I'm definetely getting the concert CD and all their albums...And KAT-TUN's album too.
Haven't developed a huge fan-ness for them yet but am on the path to doing so. Beginning with smexy Akanishi Jin and KAME!
Going off to go stare at more smexy, smexy pictures and get ready for tomorrow.
Eeep!
Eeep!
Eeep!
Out.
Lyn
xoxo